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Agnes Ho.010591.
pps.CEDARIAN. HC. vballer.
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동방신기; 준수&재중
슈퍼주니어; 시원&혁재
FT Island;
BIGBANG;
flytothesky; BRIAN
shinhwa;
se7en;
wishlist
wisdom.health
동방신기/SUJU/FTISLAND/BIGBANG to come singapore.
to be able to see 동방신기/SUJU/FTISLAND/BIGBANG in person.
have LOTS and LOTS of money.
I WANT AN IPOD CLASSIC 80GB BLACK! T.T I WANT TO GO KOREA AT THE END OF THE YEAR TO SEE BIGBANG! TTT.TTT I WANT ULTRA GOOD A'S RESULTS. T.T
SLEEP!
and the list goes on. thats why we have scarcity in economics, unlimited human wants VS limited resources. AHAHA.
music
Thursday, September 04, 2008
I AM ON HIATUS FOR BLOGGER FOR NOW.
I'LL SEE WHEN I DECIDE TO COME BACK. (:
for now, i'm on livejournal: LIVEJOURNAL
you can relink me if you want. (:
Saturday, August 30, 2008
전 진자 걱정이 해요.
난 죽었, 진자.
Can't take my eyes off you- Frankie Valli
You're just too good to be true.
Can't take my eyes off you.
You'd be like Heaven to touch.
I wanna hold you so much.
At long last love has arrived
And I thank God I'm alive.
You're just too good to be true.
Can't take my eyes off you.
Pardon the way that I stare.
There's nothing else to compare.
The sight of you leaves me weak.
There are no words left to speak,
But if you feel like I feel,
Please let me know that it's real.
You're just too good to be true.
Can't take my eyes off you.
I love you, baby,
And if it's quite alright,
I need you, baby,
To warm a lonely night.
I love you, baby.
Trust in me when I say:
Oh, pretty baby,
Don't bring me down, I pray.
Oh, pretty baby, now that I found you, stay
And let me love you, baby.
Let me love you.
You're just too good to be true.
Can't take my eyes off you.
You'd be like Heaven to touch.
I wanna hold you so much.
At long last love has arrived
And I thank God I'm alive.
You're just too good to be true.
Can't take my eyes off you.
I love you, baby,
And if it's quite alright,
I need you, baby,
To warm a lonely night.
I love you, baby.
Trust in me when I say:
Oh, pretty baby,
Don't bring me down, I pray.
Oh, pretty baby, now that I found you, stay..
Wednesday, August 20, 2008
i have no idea why, but i kinda got really depressed towards the end of the day. i hoped no one noticed. i hope it seems as though i was just really tired.
okay. i am confused yet again.
yesterday night someone thought lee yong dae was my bf. i was so happy that i was like smiling/laughing throughout the night after he asked. :x oh myyy. yong dae. <333 if only aye. (:
anyone has any idea if what is the age range of the athletes for the youth olympics 2010? [in singapore if you didnt know. :x]
ahahahah i have ulterior motive, ahahaha not really luh. oh well. moses made me disappointed by saying its till 18. ): but all the rest say till hmm, 21 max? i have no idea.
okay i really need to start studying, if not quote from jason, 'i'll see you again next year luh, miss zhou!'
'we shall meet again, in a place where there is no darkness'
yes. somewhere where you will be my light, take my hand and guide me through the darkness.
Sunday, August 17, 2008
OMG MY YONG DAE IS SO GOOD WITH HIS TEAM MATE! (: SO AMAZING YOU KNOW
lee hyo jung [left], LEE YONG DAE! [right]
(BEIJING, August 17) -- World No. 10 Lee Hyo-jung and Lee Yong-dae of the Republic of Korea pulled off the biggest upset in the Beijing Olympic Badminton tournament after they coasted to a straight-sets win over World No. 1 pair Liliyana Natsir and Nova Widianto of Indonesia in the Mixed Doubles final on Sunday, August 17.
The final showdown, gone in 39 minutes with a 21-11, 21-17 ROK victory, turned out to be a disastrous ousting for the heavily favored World No. 1, who dominated the event in recent years.
On the previous day, the ROK's two Lees stunned another Indonesian pair, third-seeded Flandy Limpele and Vita Marissa, in a thrilling three-game match to qualify for the finals.
credits to the beijing olympics official website!
oh my yong dae~ :x
URGH. ROBERT FROST AND PW IS KILLING ME.
bad thing: im starting to fan girl again. -.-
Saturday, August 16, 2008
bah tadatada!
i'm currently watching badminton doubles, [lee yong dae&lee hyo jung] korea versus indonesia. needless to say, im rooting for KOREA!
and i spotted another/ a NEW eye candy! badminton player, lee yong dae [이용대], in addition to park tae hwan [박태환] the marine boy! whoots. damn cool. yong dae's birthday is coming up, 11 september 1988. so is marine boy's! 27 september 1989! oh mannn. (: okay. marine boy is just plain awesome. but lee yong dae is awesome and GOOD-LOOKING. :x
lee yong dae:
and i finally got a new backpack. (:
seriously, i thought i was really efficient in my homework today, i finished gp within an hour! (((: but partly because i typed it out. :x wells.
OMG YES KOREA WON 2-1~ AND LEE YONG DAE WAS DAMN FREAKING CUTE! HE JUMPED ONTO THE COACH AND HUGGED HIM! SO CUTE!
wells. back to BIGBANG! (((((:
Thursday, August 14, 2008
everything freaking hurts.
first my little prink on my damn finger.
then it was my gum, i suspect another wisdom tooth is coming out. -.- and that'll be my third wisdom tooth already, annoying shizz.
after that it is my freaking ear. it is throbbing now.
horrible ending to a day man.
Wednesday, August 13, 2008
everything is so NOT working out for me today. it is irritating me to no end.
it started out okay in the morning with fafa and oliver [we all met at the station], and fafa was spewing things over someone. so it was funny looking at her giggle and everything. and letting shermin hear haru haru, with its wrong sounding english lyrics. LOL. it was okay. until the end of econs tutorial. everything was FINE.
it started with first, ' er, your vein is too small ah, cannot draw blood.' DAMNNN. make me wait for one hour forty minutes make you feel happy is it! -.- but im glad moses and shermin didn't have this PARTICULAR problem. i swear im going to make my freaking vein bulge next year. -.- and it doesnt help that the point where they hit to 'test' your blood hurts if i hit it. and i kept hitting it by accident. wth.
then it was my phone collection. i collected and my sim card refused to work with me to copy all the damn contacts back onto the phone. freaking hell. so im trying to manually key in and save all over again when it is actually in my sim card. annoying shit! waste my time you know!
after that, which is now, i opened my mac. and guess what. i found some ant manifestation somewhere in the room
aiyah, i swear, if there was a test today i sure fail one luh. okay, ironically, i did fail the blood TEST. -.-
tomorrow will be a better day!
and seriously, i need to study!
Tuesday, August 12, 2008
하루하루 (Haru Haru)
[credits: MADY, 파란, vip room @ BBVIPZ & STARDAISY212 @ BB THREAD, lapan + chinatown@LJ; yellowbbang@LJ.com]
떠나가
yeh finally i realize that i’m nothin’ without you
i was so wrong, forgive me
ah ah ah ah -
파도처럼 부숴진 내 맘
바람처럼 흔들리는 내 맘
연기처럼 사라진 내 사랑
문신처럼 지워지지가 않아
한숨만 땅이 꺼지라 쉬죠
내 가슴속엔 먼지만 쌓이죠 (say good bye)
네가 없인 단 하루도 못 살것만 같았던 나
생각과는 다르게도 그럭저럭 혼자 잘 살아
보고싶다고 불러봐도 넌 아무 대답없잖아
헛된 기대 걸어봐도 이젠 소용없잖아
네 옆에 있는 그 사람이 뭔지 혹시 널 울리진 않는지
그대 내가 보이긴 하는지 벌써 싹 다 잊었는지
걱정돼 다가가기조차 말을 걸 수 조차 없어 애태우고
나 홀로 긴 밤을 지새우죠 수백번 지워내죠
돌아보지말고 떠나가라 또 나를 찾지말고 살아가라
너를 사랑했기에 후회없기에 좋았던 기억만 가져가라
그럭저럭 참아볼만해 그럭저럭 견뎌낼만해
넌 그럴수록 행복해야돼 하루하루 무뎌져가네
oh girl i cry cry you're my all (say good bye)
길을 걷다 너와 나 우리 마주친다해도
못 본척 하고서 그대로 가던길 가줘
자꾸만 옛 생각이 떠오르면 아마도
나도 몰래 그댈 찾아갈지도 몰라
넌 늘 그 사람과 행복하게 넌 늘 내가 다른 맘 안 먹게
넌 늘 작은 미련도 안 남게끔 잘 지내줘 나 보란듯이
넌 늘 저 하늘같이 하얗게 뜬 구름과도 같이 새파랗게
넌 늘 그렇게 웃어줘 아무 일 없듯이
돌아보지말고 떠나가라 또 나를 찾지말고 살아가라
너를 사랑했기에 후회없기에 좋았던 기억만 가져가라
그럭저럭 참아볼만해 그럭저럭 견뎌낼만해
넌 그럴수록 행복해야돼 하루하루 무뎌져가네
나를 떠나서 맘 편해지길 (나를 잊고서 살아가줘)
그 눈물은 다 마를테니 ye (하루하루 지나면)
차라리 만나지 않았더라면 덜 아플텐데 um
영원히 함께하자던 그 약속 이젠
추억에 묻어두길 바래 baby 널 위해 기도해
돌아보지말고 떠나가라 또 나를 찾지말고 살아가라
너를 사랑했기에 후회없기에 좋았던 기억만 가져가라
그럭저럭 참아볼만해 그럭저럭 견뎌낼만해
넌 그럴수록 행복해야돼 하루하루 무뎌져가네
oh girl, i cry, cry. you're my all. say good bye bye
oh my love, don’t lie, lie you're my heart (say good bye)
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it's on the top of my playlist now. so like, you'll probably hear this song when you plug my earphones out of my ears. seriously. and i think i'm subconsciously trying to memorize the lyrics. [damn me. :x]
my favourite lines were definitely:
나를 떠나서 맘 편해지길 (나를 잊고서 살아가줘)
그 눈물은 다 마를테니 ye (하루하루 지나면)
translated:
i hope that by leaving me, you'll be/feel at peace [forget me and live on]
your tears will all [eventually] be dry [when the days/time pass]
i'm going to donate blood tomorrow.
i hope a bruise flowers. somehow i am kind of fascinated by bruises. i have no idea why.
i hope i will be all happy and fine after the donation tomorrow!
I FORGOT TO ANNOUNCE. I MANAGED TO FINISH 'BREAKING DAWN', 756 PAGES, ON 9 AUGUST 2008, 23:55. THAT IS A WHOOPING 5+ OR 6 HOURS! LALALA.
okay, nothing to be happy about, i missed the national day parade because of this. -faints-
okay shall sleep early today! goodnight. (:
Monday, August 11, 2008
i'm exhausted.
sometimes i regret the choice i've made.
somehow, it has made me drift apart from all my friends.
it seems like, my friendship with everyone else is based on a very superficial level.
it just sucks. cause i know i am one who values loyalty like no other, with real, true friendships that runs deep.
it sucks when you feel like you're OUTSIDE the circle.
it sucks when you feel like you're nothing.
it sucks when you feel like you're all alone.
it sucks when you feel like you are helpless.
it sucks when you feel like you can't help anyone at all.
it sucks when you feel insignificant.
this sucks, totally.
but probably, the choice that i had made is really one which has made me significantly more happy than ever here.
a double-edged sword.
it draws blood, no matter how you turn it.
it draws blood.
Sunday, August 10, 2008
i dreamt about you, again.
and this time i woke up with tears in my eyes, crying over you.
this unconscious thing is making me go crazy.
sometimes i wished it [you] would just go away, and leave me alone.
the real you and the you in my dreams is so different that it pains me to even look at you.
i wish i could not succumb to these dreams, these conditions.
but the uncertainty of all these is making me go mad.
i'm insane, unsure of my sanity.
Saturday, August 09, 2008
AHAHAHAH IM A DAMN HAPPY KID TODAY!
nothing can spoil my mood. not even the fact that my phone died on me. -.-
my happiness of getting my hands on 'BREAKING DAWN' overwhelms everything else. <33333 not to mention BIGBANG. (((:
i started reading my copy of breaking dawn at 5+, i got home at 4+. [ahahha i was busy wrapping and protecting my book! :x] oh well i think im really a damn fast reader! its only been 5 hours, minus-ing the time i used to bathe and eat, i am already finishing the book already! but damn, it was at the expense of my homework-ing and revision time. damnnnnn. well, i'll start in a while!
some pictures i grabbed from debbie's blog:
thats all for today! (:
currently addicted to bigbang's new mini album, stand up!
mood: tired but HAPPY!
music: bigbang- haru haru
080808
TODAYS NATIONAL DAY CELEBRATIONS! [& BEIJING Olympics of course.]
it was really better than what i had expected. seeing how the dry run didnt go that well the night before. i mean the teachers had added that the attendance would turn out BAD. BUT LIKE ALOT OF THE JC2 CLASSES CAME! (:
everything went pretty good, despite the fact that there were some minor cork ups at the romanis montage. cause some of the classes painted the wrong sides, then our velcro wouldnt work the right way up. so we had to fix it and it didnt help that romanis had 11 classes. but we fixed it! i kinda felt bad that the teachers had to come in and help us. ): oh well. other than that, i thought everything went well. and i must really say, the montages and the hampers were REALLY WELL MADE. especially the hampers. seriously. i am IN AWE. (: COMMUNITY SINGING IS <333
for the JC1 side. we [jc2 committee] didnt get to see much. but it was good, from the time when we came in. whoots. (: and we joined in with the jc1 committee to sing again! (((((: SO EXCITING. AND 08A05 WON SECOND FOR THE FASHION DESIGN! OMG. I WAS SCREAMING LIKE MAD. :X i mean, i kinda felt bad i couldnt come help you guys with all the things. but i am REALLY HAPPY THAT WE WON. AND SHERMIN LOOKED GOOD IN THE COSTUME TOO. THANKS QIANRU AND DENISE FOR THE DESIGN!
p.s. there was one most hilarious costume, the one on victor loh. LOL.
Mr Desmond Ng came up to us and praised us for our national day celebrations programme, for the atmosphere and everything was really good. that really assured me ALOT.
To 9th HC:
I AM REALLY PROUD OF YOU GUYS! seriously, everyone of you. despite all the setbacks we faced during our planning, dry runs, budgeting, publicity and events, I am really very happy that this celebration is a success! [as least better than i had expected to be like.] I appreciate all the hard work you guys have put in, all of these have paid off! and on today, i know we all were kinda scared and unsure of how the response would be like, and we were all worried with anxiety. i'm glad everyone coped well with whatever that came in their way, especially the corkup with the romanis montage. and i just wanted to apologise, that sometimes i'm not performing up to my standard as an OIC, and i'm really sorry for that. in any case, I LOVE YOU GUYS SO SO SO MUCH. and without ALL of you guys, today's event would have NEVER succeeded. and to wanfong, HAVE A SPEEDY RECOVERY! WE ALL MISS YOU SO MUCH!
jason's lame joke/comment:
us: wahlao so ego ah!
jason: where got, i also not biscuit brand!
us: OMG. -.-
To 08A05:
Just wanted to say, i am really EXHILARATED that we won SECOND. LIKE YAYE TO NO END. (: thank you you all for all the efforts you have put in to assemble the whole costume together. in any case, thank you edwin, for being there for the class with shermin and everyone else when like, i am not there. sorry about my absence.
another piece of good news would probably be that, BIG BANG'S NEW MINI ALBUM IS OUT! currently listening to it. and i am feeling the lovelovelove! and i love their haru haru mv to BITS luh. (:
anyway, i'll go collect my 'breaking dawn' tomorrow! cant wait!
today's such a great day! i shall go sleep now! night! (:
Sunday, August 03, 2008
i have learnt a lesson today: NEVER try to do your english literature right after doing GSC [General Studies in Chinese].
you cant even remember basic terms like enjambment and claustrophobia that you have to resort to googling it. wtf. -.-
Wednesday, July 30, 2008
mood: tired and
current music: the ghost of you and me- BBMak
LEADERS RETREAT! [though its not really like we're stepping down yet. :x]
it was AWESOME. (: I LOVED THE FOOD& THE PROFILING. ABSOLUTELY COOL.
i thought we were going to like play REAL water games. but in the end we didnt, so like, THANK GOD. (:
GROUP 9: Debbie, Deborah, Wati, Alberta, Eunice, Siu Kian [SK JEWELRY!] and ME! WE'RE THE COOLEST.
our version of how the 'murder' went was like: JC and JT are GAY, so they went to the garden to ahem ahem. then PH being the kpo followed them and hid in the bushes. Upon hearing rustling, JC thought it was a reporter in the bushes, so he shot a dart into the bushes. PH got hit. and JC and JT went away. GB then came on the way and saw PH there unconscious, and decides to KILL her with the shower head!
the real murder case: BS and JC are having an affair and they were making out in the garden, PH followed and hid in bushes. JC heard sounds and shot dart into bushes. PH got hit. JC and BS were shocked, so they ran away. M was doing yoga, and she heard noises. then she saw PH unconscious on the ground, called police. GB was bathing, heard noise, came down to investigate, decides to kill her with shower head he was using.
not bad aye! we got the right murderer! ((((: despite the massive and widespread use of HANTAM-NESS. (:
i guess in this type of situations, impressions change, and are rebuilt. (: like SK'S.
anyway, great workshop. though it started out abit dry. but it was good overall+ NEW FRIENDS MADE! YAYE! (:
now im back to the hectic week. im damn stressed.
The ghost of you and me- BBMAK
What am I supposed to do with all these blues
Haunting me everywhere no matter what I do
Watching the candle flicker out in the evening glow
I can't let go when will this night be over
Chorus:
I didn't mean to fall in love with you
And baby there's a name for what you put me through
It isn't love, it's robbery I'm sleeping with the ghost of you and me
Seen a lot of broken hearts go sailing by
Phantom ships lost at sea
And one of them is mine
Raising my glass, I sing a toast to the midnight sky
I wonder why the stars don't seem to guide me
I didn't mean to fall in love with you
And baby there's a name for what you put me through
It isn't love, it's robbery I'm sleeping with the ghost of you and me
The ghost of you and me
When will it set me free
I hear the voices call, following footsteps down the hall
Trying to save what's left of my heart and soul
Watching the candle flicker out in the evening glow
I can't let go
When will this night be over
I didn't mean to fall in love with you
And baby there's a name for what you put me through
It isn't love, it's robbery I'm sleeping with the ghost of you and me
I didn't mean to fall in love with you
And baby there's a name for what you put me through
It isn't love, it's robbery I'm sleeping with the ghost of you and me
Sunday, July 27, 2008
today was a truly enjoyable day with my family. <333
family bonding and power! [ahaha, and i did my othello essay on the way. :x]
i miss those old times where we were able to go out as the ultimate four every weekend.
and now it comes and goes quickly, and i await with bated breath for the next one to arrive.
P.S. BREAKING DAWN IN 4 MORE DAYS [after the midnight!] <33333
More than words- Extreme
Saying I love you
Is not the words I want to hear from you
Its not that I want you
Not to say, but if you only knew
How easy it would be to show me how you feel
More than words is all you have to do to make it real
Then you wouldnt have to say that you love me
Cos Id already know
What would you do if my heart was torn in two
More than words to show you feel
That your love for me is real
What would you say if I took those words away
Then you couldnt make things new
Just by saying I love you
More than words
Now Ive tried to talk to you and make you understand
All you have to do is close your eyes
And just reach out your hands and touch me
Hold me close dont ever let me go
More than words is all I ever needed you to show
Then you wouldnt have to say that you love me
Cos Id already know
What would you do if my heart was torn in two
More than words to show you feel
That your love for me is real
What would you say if I took those words away
Then you couldnt make things new
Just by saying I love you
More than words
Tuesday, July 22, 2008
Current Song playing: Sexy Back - Justin Timberlake
Mood: Tired and stressed.
i swear this blogskin is so totally MY KIND of blogskin. its so freaking SIMPLISTIC AND PLAIN. BUT SO DAMN PRETTY.
okay i was forced to change. :x cause the photobucket is lik out of band width or dunno what shit. i was perfectly happy and contented with my previous blogskin, cause its a pretty one too! but ARGH. never mind its okay! (: i have my nice nice pretty pretty skin with me now. WHOOTS.
and the song i'm listening to makes me think of TRAVIS WALL. and that final 4 group dance he did. HE WAS OH-SO-PERFECT in his dance luh! season 3's so you think you can dance aint as good. CURRENTLY. i hope it gets even better! (((((:
okay back to planning.
BYE. (:
Sunday, July 20, 2008
안녕하세요 ~
이것은 내 친구의 영감을합니다.
나는 바보 나는이 일을 잘 알고있습니다.
불행한 사변의 난 매우 피곤합니다. 그들을 멈추게 싶어합니다. 나는 싱가포르의 건국 기념일을 강조했다. 어쩌면 난 이상 - 성취를 너무 많이합니다.
좋은 것은 내 모든 숙제를 마친 나는 오늘! ^ ^ 그럼 주문 매운 떡보끼 내일 갈 수있습니다.
나는 내 뒤에로하는 모든 이들, 그리고 새로은 내일부터 시작합니다.
나는 지금 자러합니다.
잘자! 안녕 ~ ^ ^
Friday, July 18, 2008
today's commendation was..... okay? pretty impressive at first and it started to get boring. -.- and i realised that somehow the church's architecture is made in such a way that you'll feel very small and insignificant and you'll have to always look UP. i dunno but thats my initial feeling luh. maybe it doesnt really apply to the TALLER people. -.- but man. i have to admit that the st andrew's cathedral interior looks reallyyyyyy beautiful. and it has the soothing effect as well. yep. it ended at around 1200. in between i was waiting ANXIOUSLY for the HC meeting to be confirmed! (((: and it did in the end! YAYE. and yes. moses sent a really funny message that went: 'oh you guys see the green cloth in front there? apparently to save time, they left the coffin inside there.' and i was like, -.- okay how you know. he replied 'oh can smell ma! im sitting at the second row, so even if the bishop fart i can smell/hear!' okay i have nothing to say about this tale. but its pretty unbelievable.
then GOMANIS went for LUNCH! gomanis: 3/5 romanis and 2/5 gomes. (: we settled down for lunch in the food court in the end cause everywhere else was quite full. [it was lunch peak hour then.] whoots. then we walked around and reached school at around 4. LOL.
HC MEETING: COOL. we had it in the geography room. and the attendance was not as good. -.- was regarding national day luh. okay have to start the proposal etc. (: i dont want to say much first. (:
yesterday during project work, nishanthi decided to go and take out the cedar yearbook at the library. we were sec 2 then. omg its so funny how people cant recognise me! and only edwin did. I APPLAUD THEE. (: ahahhahaha. ninny still had her bunk hair with specs. nishanthi didnt change much.
i just realised my post is filled with random pieces of information. omg. HAHAHA. im really very random.
i miss those days.
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0100: IM FINALLY DONE WITH MY OWN MINUTES.
oh damn i'm scared of screwing up National Day. I will have to do it WELL, since i got appointed.
off to sleep! i'm damn tired.
Thursday, July 17, 2008
HAHAHA. GOOD NEWS NUMBER ONE: EOM IS DUE NEXT WEEK! because our dearest miss zhou missed two full periods of project work with us last week due to her rhythmic gymnastics course. oh well. i think the only possible time for makeup will be next monday after all the chinese lesson, which is 1600 to 1700. >< damn the timing sucks. oh well. and i heard from denise there'll be a permanent literature lesson every thursday from 1500 to 1600. GREAT.
GOOD NEWS NUMBER TWO: THERE MIGHT BE A HC MEETING TOMORROW! that is if mrs quek approves of the national day proposal. AWESOME! it feels weird NOT having any meetings for a while. its at 1630, trophy room. (((:
GOOD NEWS NUMBER THREE: UH. okay not really a good news but oh well. TOMORROW WE HAVE ASSEMBLY AS OUR ONE AND ONLY LESSON. okay thats because of the commendation of the 31st student council. we'll have to go to st andrews cathedral. i have no idea what they're going to do there. heard there's going to be a lot of praying. okay okay. i have to control my eyeballs tomorrow.
GOOD NEWS NUMBER FOUR: i survived arranging tables for listening comprehension for level 2, D block! okay that's hyperbole alright. but anyway. IT WAS REALLY DAMN FUN! especially when you see a friend's name and you know where they're sitting! and after that you can pretend you're PSYCHIC and know where they are sitting specifically in a classroom! but apparently it didnt work in joshua's case, he said i was stalking him. -.- FOR WHAT LUH JOSHUA. -.- best joke i've heard man!
GOOD NEWS NUMBER FIVE: I FINALLY GOT RID OF MY DIZZINESS SOMEWHAT. at least almost most of it. WHICH IS GOOD. cause it has caused me SO MUCH INCONVENIENCE on monday and tuesday. being dizzy inside your head makes you feel like puking somehow but you wont puke. tuesday i couldn't take it anymore, and my mum asked me to go to the polyclinic. great thing to wait hours. but at least it wasn't more than 2 hours. uh. yes. the doctor made me do a blood test. just in case there was something wrong. yeh. but nothing wrong, in exchange i have a hole and a bruise on my arm, with a bottle of blood lesser from my bloodstream. LOL.
this post seems to be FULL of good news aye. just wanted to say:
THERE ARE TWO SIDES TO EVERY VIEW.
(((:
if you come back in my life, i'll be there till the end of time.
Monday, July 14, 2008
WARNING: if you are allergic to vulgarities, please do not continue.
i've had ENOUGH.
all of your fucking lies. get away from me.
i dont want to hear your fucking voice anymore.
if you have the nerve to do all this shit, WHY DON'T YOU DARE TO ADMIT YOU DID IT.
all the fucking excuses you come up with.
i'm sick and tired of all the shit you sprout.
just, get away okay. i don't even want any contact with you, bitch.
i cannot stand how people are just oblivious to their surroundings.
it is just plain annoying. and that is just an understatement.
just thank you.
i feel miserable. and dont bother trying to do anything, lest you make it worse.
i shouldn't even have gone to school today, ended up taking the green slip to go back home to rest.
on a last note: HAPPY BIRTHDAY MOSES! (: sorry i didn't manage to do anything, i really wasn't feeling well.
Another wisdom tooth is coming out. and my gums hurt.
All these doesn't help.
Friday, July 11, 2008
HOHOHO! if you see that i haven't been posting up properly/much, means that probably i'm at my LJ okay. LOL. :x in any case. i'm going to be superhero over this weekend! if you're thinking that i'm going to cosplay[?] or wear my underwear outside, nono you're wrong. by that i meant, i have ALOT of things to do and chiong out. what the hell right. ahahahaaa.
in any case. im going to be busy busy busy. lala. my eyes are probably going to pop again! T.T
i had duty for HC today, South Zone Key Personnel 360 degrees Feedback Session. i was standing over at the jacob ballas bridge, waiting for teachers to come. (: initially people who were walking past was giving me the, hello-why-are-you-standing-there-looking-like-a-emo-kid-look. but seriously, the bridge is a nice place for you to emo and reflect. [without looking at the murky yellow kallang river. :x] and i realised the KPs all came in bunches, as in, when one KP comes another few will be behind him/her. quite weird. but there wasnt much work to do. T.T and i counted. 15 people used the JB bridge. out of the possible 400 participants. ha.ha.ha.
podcast podcast podcast.
national day meeting!
SPEECH!
& the DRY RUN.
PW MEETING.
HOMEWORK!!!
STUDYSTUDYSTUDYSTUDYSTUDY!!!!!
okay that's it. i'm going bonkers. madness.
music playing: walking away- craig david [this song is so the opposite of what i am/i can do now. -.-]
mood: GOING MAD!
Wednesday, July 09, 2008
my phone bill is going to be so damn long that it'll flow ALL THE WAY TO INDONESIA, i swear, i can already foresee this. i've been relaying messages like mad for these few days/weeks i'm going crazy. LOL. i am so freaking tempted to change my damn singtel student plan to the starhub one with UNLIMITED sms-es. O.o but the forfeit sum i have to pay is crazy. i dont like it. damn.
and now i have to reduce my 3 min speech to 1 min plus when i've rushed it out yesterday night. oh well. it's okay. its not as if im so keen to crap for 3 mins, no one would want to listen to my voice luh please. :x but okay ours should be the last. uhm. the 2 weeks later. :xxxxx i'm kinda nervous. ah. ahaha.
today's event was pretty okay! (: although there weren't many people over at our side, but there are some. feel damn slackish. then before the briefing for friday's south zone key personnel meeting, most of the house councillors were in lt2. :x crapping like madness. and we had anthony [our lovely SAINTS IDOL! (((:] and jannah to sing for us! (((: damn cool. actually we were all pretty much self-entertaining. :xxx
and the supposed meeting for national day at 6 to 8++ was cancelled. and postponed to friday. [tentative] at 1730. okay. (: so the day ended on a pretty good note. but now i have no idea if im able to go collect my testimonial with yanhui shermin etc. :x should be able to luh, as long as i reach school in time for the meeting! from 1415 to 1515 is the event/duty, then 1515 to 1700 i should be able to collect my testimonial and reach in time for the meeting! (((: unless something crops up. o.o which i hope not.
and joshua just shocked me by telling me he saw me on the freaking omy website. damnnn. and i cant watch the vodcast! annoying! :x he said i am okay, so i think i didnt screw as badly as i thought i did. :x still damn shocked. though its like shot on 15 april, which feels like eons ago to me. :x
okay i realised i never did blog about college day. i shall just summarise. (: saints idol was COOL. some contestants were just pure annoying/cocky[?] okay, just one in particular. :xxx but it was pretty much enjoyable! and yes. OUR DEAREST ANTHONY LEE IS OUR SAINTS IDOL. and its real MADNESS trying to count his votes. my eyes popped and my brains burst. :x okay that was hyperbole. okay a jargon. lol.
street market was uhm. i don't know? i didnt have too much time to go around the stalls at all. most of the time was running around doing my duty. and i feel really bad to 08A05, cause like they're busy doing all the work for the lovely stall and i'm just not helping at all. T.T
FUN CHALLENGE was. to put it in a nice way, a game which shows ANOTHER SIDE of saints. heh. it was fun, i think. (: people were like running around like mad, stuffing food down their throats. :x and more more more running. :x
anyway, i thought college day was okay, for a first event. but after the debrief with mr ong, i found that we had ALOT that we could have done to improve the event more. oh well. it's over. but we'll all learn from our mistakes and make our next event more successful! (((((: 9th HC HWAITING!
next event: national day! the red-and-white pride!
ricky: MY WATER! [okay inside joke. :x]
Tuesday, July 01, 2008
the song makes me really emotional. i miss everyone from cedar, at least those i know. everything from cedar. i miss those days. okay i'm going back to reading my proposal and timeline. bye people.
"Say Goodbye"- S club
In the years to come
Will you think about these moments that we shared
In the years to come
Are you gonna think it over
And how we lived each day with no regrets
Nothing lasts forever though we want it to
The road ahead holds different dreams for me and you
[chorus]
Sometimes goodbye though it hurts in your heart is the only way for destiny
Sometimes goodbye though it hurts is the only way now for you and me
Though its the hardest thing to say
I'll miss your love in every way
So say goodbye
But don't you cry
Because a true love never dies
In a year from now
Maybe there'll be things we'll wish we'd never said
In a year from now
Maybe we'll see each other, standing on the same street corner though it rains
Each and every end is always written in the stars
If only i could stop the World i'd make this last
[Chorus]
Sometimes goodbye though it hurts in your heart is the only way for destiny
Sometimes goodbye though it hurts is the only way now for you and me
Though it's the hardest thing to say
I'll miss your love in every way
So say goodbye
But don't you cry
Because a true love never dies
And when you need my arms to run into
I'll come for you
Nothing will ever change the way i feel
[Chorus]
Sometimes goodbye though it hurts in your heart is the only way for destiny
Sometimes goodbye though it hurts is the only way now for you and me
Though it's the hardest thing to say
I'll miss your love in every way
So say goodbye
Because a true love never dies
Monday, June 30, 2008
this is tagged by yanhui! im damn tired like shit now.
1. If your lover betrayed you, what will your reaction be?
probably tell him i'm really disappointed in him, and leave. crying comes afterwards. i don't know. ahahaha.
2. If you can have a dream come true, what would it be?
i would want all my good dreams to come true. (:
3. Whose butt would you like to kick?
no one in particular for now. no energy luh. :x
4. What would you do with a billion dollars?
i'll donate some to charity, bring my parents and sister to travel around the world, with korea being the first stop. then the rest i'll save up. (:
5. What's your ideal guy like?
tall, cute, has nice hands with short nice nails, nice smile, nice smiley eyes. hmm. then mr nice guy personality, and that the both of us can click so so well and that he understands me so well that he's my perfect soulmate. (((:
6. Which is more blessed, loving someone or being loved by someone?
they are both blessing which brings pain in disguise.
7. How long do you intend to wait for someone you really love?
how would i know. -.- we'll let nature takes its course.
8. If the person you secretly like is already attached, what would you do?
i'll just probably admire him from afar and forget about him.
9. Is there anything that has made you extremely happy?
no not really.
10. If you can die in one way, how will it be?
dying in my sleep. but they say i wont know im dead. so okay carbon monoxide poisoning then. LOL
11. How do you see yourself in ten years time?
a fresh graduate working. (:
12. Who is currently the most important person to you?
my mum.
13. What kind of person do you think the person who tagged you is?
my best friend in secondary school. and i miss her very much. she's the BEST.
14. Would you rather be single & rich or married but poor?
single and rich
15. What's the first thing you do when you wake up?
try to get myself out of bed without feeling dizzy.
16. Would you give all in a relationship?
nope, i dont think so. humans are just selfish.
17. If you fall in love with two ppl simultaneously, who would you pick?
i'll wait for them to choose. LOL.
18. What type of ppl do you hate?
hypocritical people.
annoying people like me.
19. The eight ppl who you want to do this quiz?
anyone. im too tired to think.
Saturday, June 28, 2008
I WENT OUT WITH EUNICE CHUAH TODAY!
and i truly thoroughly enjoyed myself. i haven't felt so relaxed in such a long long long time. we watched the retarded 'get smart' movie, and it was really quite funny. though it was quite predictable. :xxx i have two movies that i want to watch now, 'WANTED' and 'TWILIGHT THE MOVIE'. (((((: i chop with eunice for twilight the movie already. (((((: its coming out on the 12 december. (: great! (: actually not so great cause its still a long way to december. i really hope the movie doesn't disappoint me. i'm sorry but i'm having high expectations! (((((: edwarddddd~ <3 anyway i pre-ordered my copy of 'breaking dawn' today at borders! thanks jannah for telling me that. but i cant wait to get my hands on it! and eunice is finally going to touch twilight. LOL. and random fact: my hands are peeling, as in the insides of my fingers, the palm side. i have no idea what is wrong with me. -.-
pictures: [okay they are almost the same, cause i look funny in both. LOL.]
Thursday, June 26, 2008
HAHAH i hope this isnt too late yet. (:
i'm slacking at home now. -.-
SEVEN THINGS THAT SCARE YOU
1. Seeing my loved ones die before me.
2. Or just actually them dying.
3. LIZARDS.
4. Not doing well in my studies.
5. Getting some incurable disease and dying.
6. Coming into contact with lizards. -.-
7. Getting even fatter. T.T
SEVEN THINGS YOU LIKE THE MOST
1. MUSIC! okay specifically, KPOP.
2. Spending time with family. (((:
3. Volleyball
4. 9TH HOUSE COUNCIL. (:
5. Going overseas!
6. The beach, the sea and the wind. *loves*
7. COFFEE!
SEVEN IMPORTANT THINGS IN YOUR ROOM
1. My money
2. My IC and ezlink.
3. My macbook with the internet connection of course. (:
4. My notes. :x
5. My handphone.
6. My books, as in storybooks. lol.
7. The cloth that i had since i was a baby. :xxx
SEVEN RANDOM FACTS ABOUT YOU
1. I want to have photoshop on my macbook now. -.-
2. The sunburnt skin on my thigh is FINALLY starting to peel. =.=
3. I came back from raub, cheroh just 5 days ago, with a lot of recovering mosquito bites on me.
4. I am addicted to 19 岁的青纯.
5. I have no papers today. (((:
6. I have one more paper, GSC, left tomorrow.
7. I have to stay back in school till 7 tomorrow. T.T
SEVEN THINGS YOU PLAN TO DO BEFORE YOU DIE
1. Travel around KOREA!
2. okay, bring my family travelling all around the world.
3. Learn how to speak korean.
4. Being able to plan my funeral. lol.
5. Be able to sort my assets among my family.
6. Read all the books i can!
7. uhm, i dunno! i havent really thought about it. maybe ask forgiveness from those i know.
SEVEN THINGS YOU CAN DO
1. Play volleyball.
2. Speak/understand basic korean.
3. Have dejavu.
4. I am proudly. BILINGUAL. (:
5. Play netball.
6. Play softball.
7. Clean up my room. :x
SEVEN THINGS YOU SAY THE MOST
1. Uh..
2. Shit.
3. Crap.
4. I don't know/wo bu zhi dao.
5. Anything/ shui bian.
6. Okay.
7. HUH?!
SEVEN THING THAT ATTRACT YOU TO THE OPPOSITE SEX
1. His hands. :x
2. Great smile. with that i meant nice teeth. :x
3. Height.
4. Those SMILEY EYES!
5. Personality.
6. Cuteness/boyish looks. LOL.
SEVEN CELEBRITY CRUSHES
1. Kim Junsu.
2. Kim Jaejoong.
3. Choi Shiwon.
4. Lee Hongki.
5. Choi Jonghun.
6. Lee Seung Hyun/Seungri.
7. Choi Seung Hyun/T.O.P
SEVEN PEOPLE THAT YOU'VE TAGGED:
i haven't tagged anyone. (: [x7] LOL.
Wednesday, June 25, 2008
HEY GUYS!
this is my 100th post! ahahaha. took so long to hit a hundred aye. :x
anyway. to update you guys on my malaysia trip from the 16 June to the 21 June. [bad timing. -.-]
on the first day something really shitty happened when we reached. it's like my cousin liqi knocked into the glass door because the grills were not there, and the glass shattered. so uhm. he got really deep gashes and it was quite scary. i mean like, hello it was literally him in a pool of blood. you can even see the bones in his hand and legs. O.o yeh. so he got rushed to the hospital, and came back really late with more than 20/30 stitches on him. and he was stuck at home the whole 4 days because he cant walk. and when he finally got his crutches he was so DAMN HAPPY. lol.
oh and i was really worried when i was crossing JB. like omg. what if someone decides to grab my backpack with all my notes! then i'm just damn dead luh! :x okay this is retarded and weird.
then some of you guys might have heard me complaining about wanting to watch kungfu panda the whole time when i was in singapore. guess what. i managed to catch that in my grandma's house! but i got damn sick of it. -.- so far i watched:
kungfu panda: 6x
ah long pte ltd: 3x
kungfu slamdunk?: 3x
shrek: 1x
snakes on a plane: 1x [omg i tell you the boy cousins were salivating over this sex scene. O.O like what the shit luh!]
and some other movies that i forgot the titles already. :xxx
but yeh, it was really boring there, that i actually managed to study and do math there. like omg. -.- besides watching the movies. and the houseflies were madness. O.O the amount of houseflies on a palm size area can easily be over 50 flies. O.o and sorry i feel too disgusted taking a picture of it. :xxx
on the 2nd day there was a pasar malam. kinda cool cause its really different from singapore's type of pasar malam. its like really dark. -.- only one bulb at each stall. -.- but then the things they sell there is like what people there cant get normally. so yeh. ohoh! the scary thing is that there's one stall which sells PARANGS AND CHOPPERS AND THOSE CARVING KNIVES FOR RUBBER CUTTING. what the shit. damn terrifying. cause they dont keep them in cardboards. they put it in the open LIKE THAT. i mean like what if someone decides to grab the parang and stab you right through the stomach! o.O okay. too bad i didnt snap a picture of that. :x
oh, did you know. kids there wake up damn early. like all before 8 that kind. o.o partly because their parents have to go to rubber plantations/oil palm plantations to work luh. but omg. i didnt sleep well there. -.- and i ate wild boar meat without even knowing it luh. what the shit. -.- oh yes. most kids there have like a lot of muscles, little fats. like even my 2 year old cousin junkai, his calf muscles are so damn hard. :x random fact: my cousin, lin junjie, 12, has a GIRLFRIEND. what the hell right! :x
on the last night. something funny happened. junkai saw his daddy drinking beer and decides that he wants too. so he drank some, and became DRUNK. o.o evidence: he peed on the floor. he did this stunt every year without fail, last year also. LOL.
okay enough talking, i'll let the pictures speak for themselves! (((:
okay just to show how i went crazy at the amount of things i had to study that i scribbled on my table as well. :x
ahahha. (: from left to right: my sister, my cousin yingying, 2-year old going 3 year old cousin junkai, and 15 year old cousin ruyi.
sorry i like the reflection. :x
more pictures of junkai! he's so cute right! (:
yingying is super camera-shy. so this is a candid shot. (:
left to right: junyang and liqi. yes liqi is the one who got over 20/30 stitches.
liqi being happy on his crutches, or what they call it over there, tongkat.
candid shot of sister and yingying again. (:
sister trying to hide from the camera, resulting in this cool effect. ^^
ah boy [jingsheng] was trying to sleep.
random fact, he's 9 this year.
he realises i'm taking his photo.
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then he pretends to sleep but smile to the camera at the same time. -.-
ah boy and his father. and what we call: bu lun zhi lian. HAHAHA. :x
my waipo, maternal grandmother in other words. (: i thought i took a picture of my granddad, but apparently i didnt. -.-
ah boy demands that i take another picture of him. :x
another random fact: he's 57kg. O.o
junyang acting gangsterish. LOL.
ahahah. they are camwhores.
uhm. no comments. :x
a fake punch taking place. -.-
me, junyang, liqi.
junyang and i. (:
on the way to the guangying temple. the scenery damn nice right. but super ulu also. lol. and damn alot of mosquitoes. :x
aint the sky so nice! its the setting sun. (((((:
my sister, my mum, cousin ruyi, yingying and her mum, who's my dayi. (:
this is the old palm, if you guys didnt know. (:
more pictures of junkai! (((:
this is my lin jun jie. LOL. his name is really lin jun jie luh.
lin jun yang.
ruyi's wonderful hair tying skills. O.o
ahboy pretending to sleep again, but you see the deceptive smile.
junyang couldnt stand it anymore, so he decides to kick ahboy's face. LOL.
junyang acting cute. -.-
the two brothers! (:
junjie and junyang, the two brothers!
liqi, his mum [xiaoyi], ahboy, and the three brothers!
junkai with his daddy. (: btw, junkai is currently at that time, very drunk that he peed in the house. AHHA. as in he drank beer. :x
the three sisters. LOL. left to right [youngest to oldest], xiaoyi, my mum, dayi
junjie being naughty.
random shot of yingying which i thought is very nice. (:
look at the retarded look on my sister's face. LOL. :x
shot of everyone, who were all quite unready. :x
junkai with his new ears.
junkai and i. (((((:
junkai staring in despair at the bags, we were going home that day. T.T
yeh thats all. (:and yes. blogger's uploading makes HD pictures become shitty.
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