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동방신기; 준수&재중
슈퍼주니어; 시원&혁재
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BIGBANG;
flytothesky; BRIAN
shinhwa;
se7en;
wishlist
wisdom.health
동방신기/SUJU/FTISLAND/BIGBANG to come singapore.
to be able to see 동방신기/SUJU/FTISLAND/BIGBANG in person.
have LOTS and LOTS of money.
I WANT AN IPOD CLASSIC 80GB BLACK! T.T I WANT TO GO KOREA AT THE END OF THE YEAR TO SEE BIGBANG! TTT.TTT I WANT ULTRA GOOD A'S RESULTS. T.T
SLEEP!
and the list goes on. thats why we have scarcity in economics, unlimited human wants VS limited resources. AHAHA.
music
Saturday, August 30, 2008
전 진자 걱정이 해요.
난 죽었, 진자.
Can't take my eyes off you- Frankie Valli
You're just too good to be true.
Can't take my eyes off you.
You'd be like Heaven to touch.
I wanna hold you so much.
At long last love has arrived
And I thank God I'm alive.
You're just too good to be true.
Can't take my eyes off you.
Pardon the way that I stare.
There's nothing else to compare.
The sight of you leaves me weak.
There are no words left to speak,
But if you feel like I feel,
Please let me know that it's real.
You're just too good to be true.
Can't take my eyes off you.
I love you, baby,
And if it's quite alright,
I need you, baby,
To warm a lonely night.
I love you, baby.
Trust in me when I say:
Oh, pretty baby,
Don't bring me down, I pray.
Oh, pretty baby, now that I found you, stay
And let me love you, baby.
Let me love you.
You're just too good to be true.
Can't take my eyes off you.
You'd be like Heaven to touch.
I wanna hold you so much.
At long last love has arrived
And I thank God I'm alive.
You're just too good to be true.
Can't take my eyes off you.
I love you, baby,
And if it's quite alright,
I need you, baby,
To warm a lonely night.
I love you, baby.
Trust in me when I say:
Oh, pretty baby,
Don't bring me down, I pray.
Oh, pretty baby, now that I found you, stay..
Wednesday, August 20, 2008
i have no idea why, but i kinda got really depressed towards the end of the day. i hoped no one noticed. i hope it seems as though i was just really tired.
okay. i am confused yet again.
yesterday night someone thought lee yong dae was my bf. i was so happy that i was like smiling/laughing throughout the night after he asked. :x oh myyy. yong dae. <333 if only aye. (:
anyone has any idea if what is the age range of the athletes for the youth olympics 2010? [in singapore if you didnt know. :x]
ahahahah i have ulterior motive, ahahaha not really luh. oh well. moses made me disappointed by saying its till 18. ): but all the rest say till hmm, 21 max? i have no idea.
okay i really need to start studying, if not quote from jason, 'i'll see you again next year luh, miss zhou!'
'we shall meet again, in a place where there is no darkness'
yes. somewhere where you will be my light, take my hand and guide me through the darkness.
Sunday, August 17, 2008
OMG MY YONG DAE IS SO GOOD WITH HIS TEAM MATE! (: SO AMAZING YOU KNOW
lee hyo jung [left], LEE YONG DAE! [right]
(BEIJING, August 17) -- World No. 10 Lee Hyo-jung and Lee Yong-dae of the Republic of Korea pulled off the biggest upset in the Beijing Olympic Badminton tournament after they coasted to a straight-sets win over World No. 1 pair Liliyana Natsir and Nova Widianto of Indonesia in the Mixed Doubles final on Sunday, August 17.
The final showdown, gone in 39 minutes with a 21-11, 21-17 ROK victory, turned out to be a disastrous ousting for the heavily favored World No. 1, who dominated the event in recent years.
On the previous day, the ROK's two Lees stunned another Indonesian pair, third-seeded Flandy Limpele and Vita Marissa, in a thrilling three-game match to qualify for the finals.
credits to the beijing olympics official website!
oh my yong dae~ :x
URGH. ROBERT FROST AND PW IS KILLING ME.
bad thing: im starting to fan girl again. -.-
Saturday, August 16, 2008
bah tadatada!
i'm currently watching badminton doubles, [lee yong dae&lee hyo jung] korea versus indonesia. needless to say, im rooting for KOREA!
and i spotted another/ a NEW eye candy! badminton player, lee yong dae [이용대], in addition to park tae hwan [박태환] the marine boy! whoots. damn cool. yong dae's birthday is coming up, 11 september 1988. so is marine boy's! 27 september 1989! oh mannn. (: okay. marine boy is just plain awesome. but lee yong dae is awesome and GOOD-LOOKING. :x
lee yong dae:
and i finally got a new backpack. (:
seriously, i thought i was really efficient in my homework today, i finished gp within an hour! (((: but partly because i typed it out. :x wells.
OMG YES KOREA WON 2-1~ AND LEE YONG DAE WAS DAMN FREAKING CUTE! HE JUMPED ONTO THE COACH AND HUGGED HIM! SO CUTE!
wells. back to BIGBANG! (((((:
Thursday, August 14, 2008
everything freaking hurts.
first my little prink on my damn finger.
then it was my gum, i suspect another wisdom tooth is coming out. -.- and that'll be my third wisdom tooth already, annoying shizz.
after that it is my freaking ear. it is throbbing now.
horrible ending to a day man.
Wednesday, August 13, 2008
everything is so NOT working out for me today. it is irritating me to no end.
it started out okay in the morning with fafa and oliver [we all met at the station], and fafa was spewing things over someone. so it was funny looking at her giggle and everything. and letting shermin hear haru haru, with its wrong sounding english lyrics. LOL. it was okay. until the end of econs tutorial. everything was FINE.
it started with first, ' er, your vein is too small ah, cannot draw blood.' DAMNNN. make me wait for one hour forty minutes make you feel happy is it! -.- but im glad moses and shermin didn't have this PARTICULAR problem. i swear im going to make my freaking vein bulge next year. -.- and it doesnt help that the point where they hit to 'test' your blood hurts if i hit it. and i kept hitting it by accident. wth.
then it was my phone collection. i collected and my sim card refused to work with me to copy all the damn contacts back onto the phone. freaking hell. so im trying to manually key in and save all over again when it is actually in my sim card. annoying shit! waste my time you know!
after that, which is now, i opened my mac. and guess what. i found some ant manifestation somewhere in the room
aiyah, i swear, if there was a test today i sure fail one luh. okay, ironically, i did fail the blood TEST. -.-
tomorrow will be a better day!
and seriously, i need to study!
Tuesday, August 12, 2008
하루하루 (Haru Haru)
[credits: MADY, 파란, vip room @ BBVIPZ & STARDAISY212 @ BB THREAD, lapan + chinatown@LJ; yellowbbang@LJ.com]
떠나가
yeh finally i realize that i’m nothin’ without you
i was so wrong, forgive me
ah ah ah ah -
파도처럼 부숴진 내 맘
바람처럼 흔들리는 내 맘
연기처럼 사라진 내 사랑
문신처럼 지워지지가 않아
한숨만 땅이 꺼지라 쉬죠
내 가슴속엔 먼지만 쌓이죠 (say good bye)
네가 없인 단 하루도 못 살것만 같았던 나
생각과는 다르게도 그럭저럭 혼자 잘 살아
보고싶다고 불러봐도 넌 아무 대답없잖아
헛된 기대 걸어봐도 이젠 소용없잖아
네 옆에 있는 그 사람이 뭔지 혹시 널 울리진 않는지
그대 내가 보이긴 하는지 벌써 싹 다 잊었는지
걱정돼 다가가기조차 말을 걸 수 조차 없어 애태우고
나 홀로 긴 밤을 지새우죠 수백번 지워내죠
돌아보지말고 떠나가라 또 나를 찾지말고 살아가라
너를 사랑했기에 후회없기에 좋았던 기억만 가져가라
그럭저럭 참아볼만해 그럭저럭 견뎌낼만해
넌 그럴수록 행복해야돼 하루하루 무뎌져가네
oh girl i cry cry you're my all (say good bye)
길을 걷다 너와 나 우리 마주친다해도
못 본척 하고서 그대로 가던길 가줘
자꾸만 옛 생각이 떠오르면 아마도
나도 몰래 그댈 찾아갈지도 몰라
넌 늘 그 사람과 행복하게 넌 늘 내가 다른 맘 안 먹게
넌 늘 작은 미련도 안 남게끔 잘 지내줘 나 보란듯이
넌 늘 저 하늘같이 하얗게 뜬 구름과도 같이 새파랗게
넌 늘 그렇게 웃어줘 아무 일 없듯이
돌아보지말고 떠나가라 또 나를 찾지말고 살아가라
너를 사랑했기에 후회없기에 좋았던 기억만 가져가라
그럭저럭 참아볼만해 그럭저럭 견뎌낼만해
넌 그럴수록 행복해야돼 하루하루 무뎌져가네
나를 떠나서 맘 편해지길 (나를 잊고서 살아가줘)
그 눈물은 다 마를테니 ye (하루하루 지나면)
차라리 만나지 않았더라면 덜 아플텐데 um
영원히 함께하자던 그 약속 이젠
추억에 묻어두길 바래 baby 널 위해 기도해
돌아보지말고 떠나가라 또 나를 찾지말고 살아가라
너를 사랑했기에 후회없기에 좋았던 기억만 가져가라
그럭저럭 참아볼만해 그럭저럭 견뎌낼만해
넌 그럴수록 행복해야돼 하루하루 무뎌져가네
oh girl, i cry, cry. you're my all. say good bye bye
oh my love, don’t lie, lie you're my heart (say good bye)
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it's on the top of my playlist now. so like, you'll probably hear this song when you plug my earphones out of my ears. seriously. and i think i'm subconsciously trying to memorize the lyrics. [damn me. :x]
my favourite lines were definitely:
나를 떠나서 맘 편해지길 (나를 잊고서 살아가줘)
그 눈물은 다 마를테니 ye (하루하루 지나면)
translated:
i hope that by leaving me, you'll be/feel at peace [forget me and live on]
your tears will all [eventually] be dry [when the days/time pass]
i'm going to donate blood tomorrow.
i hope a bruise flowers. somehow i am kind of fascinated by bruises. i have no idea why.
i hope i will be all happy and fine after the donation tomorrow!
I FORGOT TO ANNOUNCE. I MANAGED TO FINISH 'BREAKING DAWN', 756 PAGES, ON 9 AUGUST 2008, 23:55. THAT IS A WHOOPING 5+ OR 6 HOURS! LALALA.
okay, nothing to be happy about, i missed the national day parade because of this. -faints-
okay shall sleep early today! goodnight. (:
Monday, August 11, 2008
i'm exhausted.
sometimes i regret the choice i've made.
somehow, it has made me drift apart from all my friends.
it seems like, my friendship with everyone else is based on a very superficial level.
it just sucks. cause i know i am one who values loyalty like no other, with real, true friendships that runs deep.
it sucks when you feel like you're OUTSIDE the circle.
it sucks when you feel like you're nothing.
it sucks when you feel like you're all alone.
it sucks when you feel like you are helpless.
it sucks when you feel like you can't help anyone at all.
it sucks when you feel insignificant.
this sucks, totally.
but probably, the choice that i had made is really one which has made me significantly more happy than ever here.
a double-edged sword.
it draws blood, no matter how you turn it.
it draws blood.
Sunday, August 10, 2008
i dreamt about you, again.
and this time i woke up with tears in my eyes, crying over you.
this unconscious thing is making me go crazy.
sometimes i wished it [you] would just go away, and leave me alone.
the real you and the you in my dreams is so different that it pains me to even look at you.
i wish i could not succumb to these dreams, these conditions.
but the uncertainty of all these is making me go mad.
i'm insane, unsure of my sanity.
Saturday, August 09, 2008
AHAHAHAH IM A DAMN HAPPY KID TODAY!
nothing can spoil my mood. not even the fact that my phone died on me. -.-
my happiness of getting my hands on 'BREAKING DAWN' overwhelms everything else. <33333 not to mention BIGBANG. (((:
i started reading my copy of breaking dawn at 5+, i got home at 4+. [ahahha i was busy wrapping and protecting my book! :x] oh well i think im really a damn fast reader! its only been 5 hours, minus-ing the time i used to bathe and eat, i am already finishing the book already! but damn, it was at the expense of my homework-ing and revision time. damnnnnn. well, i'll start in a while!
some pictures i grabbed from debbie's blog:
thats all for today! (:
currently addicted to bigbang's new mini album, stand up!
mood: tired but HAPPY!
music: bigbang- haru haru
080808
TODAYS NATIONAL DAY CELEBRATIONS! [& BEIJING Olympics of course.]
it was really better than what i had expected. seeing how the dry run didnt go that well the night before. i mean the teachers had added that the attendance would turn out BAD. BUT LIKE ALOT OF THE JC2 CLASSES CAME! (:
everything went pretty good, despite the fact that there were some minor cork ups at the romanis montage. cause some of the classes painted the wrong sides, then our velcro wouldnt work the right way up. so we had to fix it and it didnt help that romanis had 11 classes. but we fixed it! i kinda felt bad that the teachers had to come in and help us. ): oh well. other than that, i thought everything went well. and i must really say, the montages and the hampers were REALLY WELL MADE. especially the hampers. seriously. i am IN AWE. (: COMMUNITY SINGING IS <333
for the JC1 side. we [jc2 committee] didnt get to see much. but it was good, from the time when we came in. whoots. (: and we joined in with the jc1 committee to sing again! (((((: SO EXCITING. AND 08A05 WON SECOND FOR THE FASHION DESIGN! OMG. I WAS SCREAMING LIKE MAD. :X i mean, i kinda felt bad i couldnt come help you guys with all the things. but i am REALLY HAPPY THAT WE WON. AND SHERMIN LOOKED GOOD IN THE COSTUME TOO. THANKS QIANRU AND DENISE FOR THE DESIGN!
p.s. there was one most hilarious costume, the one on victor loh. LOL.
Mr Desmond Ng came up to us and praised us for our national day celebrations programme, for the atmosphere and everything was really good. that really assured me ALOT.
To 9th HC:
I AM REALLY PROUD OF YOU GUYS! seriously, everyone of you. despite all the setbacks we faced during our planning, dry runs, budgeting, publicity and events, I am really very happy that this celebration is a success! [as least better than i had expected to be like.] I appreciate all the hard work you guys have put in, all of these have paid off! and on today, i know we all were kinda scared and unsure of how the response would be like, and we were all worried with anxiety. i'm glad everyone coped well with whatever that came in their way, especially the corkup with the romanis montage. and i just wanted to apologise, that sometimes i'm not performing up to my standard as an OIC, and i'm really sorry for that. in any case, I LOVE YOU GUYS SO SO SO MUCH. and without ALL of you guys, today's event would have NEVER succeeded. and to wanfong, HAVE A SPEEDY RECOVERY! WE ALL MISS YOU SO MUCH!
jason's lame joke/comment:
us: wahlao so ego ah!
jason: where got, i also not biscuit brand!
us: OMG. -.-
To 08A05:
Just wanted to say, i am really EXHILARATED that we won SECOND. LIKE YAYE TO NO END. (: thank you you all for all the efforts you have put in to assemble the whole costume together. in any case, thank you edwin, for being there for the class with shermin and everyone else when like, i am not there. sorry about my absence.
another piece of good news would probably be that, BIG BANG'S NEW MINI ALBUM IS OUT! currently listening to it. and i am feeling the lovelovelove! and i love their haru haru mv to BITS luh. (:
anyway, i'll go collect my 'breaking dawn' tomorrow! cant wait!
today's such a great day! i shall go sleep now! night! (:
Sunday, August 03, 2008
i have learnt a lesson today: NEVER try to do your english literature right after doing GSC [General Studies in Chinese].
you cant even remember basic terms like enjambment and claustrophobia that you have to resort to googling it. wtf. -.-
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