Wednesday, July 30, 2008
mood: tired and
stressedcurrent music: the ghost of you and me- BBMak
LEADERS RETREAT! [though its not really like we're stepping down yet. :x]
it was AWESOME. (: I LOVED THE FOOD& THE PROFILING. ABSOLUTELY COOL.
i thought we were going to like play REAL water games. but in the end we didnt, so like, THANK GOD. (:
GROUP 9: Debbie, Deborah, Wati, Alberta, Eunice, Siu Kian [SK JEWELRY!] and ME! WE'RE THE COOLEST.
AND WACKIEST. MOST INNOVATIVE. (:
our version of how the 'murder' went was like: JC and JT are GAY, so they went to the garden to ahem ahem. then PH being the kpo followed them and hid in the bushes. Upon hearing rustling, JC thought it was a reporter in the bushes, so he shot a dart into the bushes. PH got hit. and JC and JT went away. GB then came on the way and saw PH there unconscious, and decides to KILL her with the shower head!
the real murder case: BS and JC are having an affair and they were making out in the garden, PH followed and hid in bushes. JC heard sounds and shot dart into bushes. PH got hit. JC and BS were shocked, so they ran away. M was doing yoga, and she heard noises. then she saw PH unconscious on the ground, called police. GB was bathing, heard noise, came down to investigate, decides to kill her with shower head he was using.
not bad aye! we got the right murderer! ((((: despite the massive and widespread use of HANTAM-NESS. (:
i guess in this type of situations, impressions change, and are rebuilt. (: like SK'S.
anyway, great workshop. though it started out abit dry. but it was good overall+ NEW FRIENDS MADE! YAYE! (:
now im back to the hectic week. im damn stressed.
The ghost of you and me- BBMAK
What am I supposed to do with all these blues
Haunting me everywhere no matter what I do
Watching the candle flicker out in the evening glow
I can't let go when will this night be over
Chorus:
I didn't mean to fall in love with you
And baby there's a name for what you put me through
It isn't love, it's robbery I'm sleeping with the ghost of you and me
Seen a lot of broken hearts go sailing by
Phantom ships lost at sea
And one of them is mine
Raising my glass, I sing a toast to the midnight sky
I wonder why the stars don't seem to guide me
I didn't mean to fall in love with you
And baby there's a name for what you put me through
It isn't love, it's robbery I'm sleeping with the ghost of you and me
The ghost of you and me
When will it set me free
I hear the voices call, following footsteps down the hall
Trying to save what's left of my heart and soul
Watching the candle flicker out in the evening glow
I can't let go
When will this night be over
I didn't mean to fall in love with you
And baby there's a name for what you put me through
It isn't love, it's robbery I'm sleeping with the ghost of you and me
I didn't mean to fall in love with you
And baby there's a name for what you put me through
It isn't love, it's robbery I'm sleeping with the ghost of you and me
Sunday, July 27, 2008
today was a truly enjoyable day with my family. <333
family bonding and power! [ahaha, and i did my othello essay on the way. :x]
i miss those old times where we were able to go out as the ultimate four every weekend.
and now it comes and goes quickly, and i await with bated breath for the next one to arrive.
P.S. BREAKING DAWN IN 4 MORE DAYS [after the midnight!] <33333
More than words- ExtremeSaying I love you
Is not the words I want to hear from you
Its not that I want you
Not to say, but if you only knew
How easy it would be to show me how you feel
More than words is all you have to do to make it real
Then you wouldnt have to say that you love me
Cos Id already know
What would you do if my heart was torn in two
More than words to show you feel
That your love for me is real
What would you say if I took those words away
Then you couldnt make things new
Just by saying I love you
More than words
Now Ive tried to talk to you and make you understand
All you have to do is close your eyes
And just reach out your hands and touch me
Hold me close dont ever let me go
More than words is all I ever needed you to show
Then you wouldnt have to say that you love me
Cos Id already know
What would you do if my heart was torn in two
More than words to show you feel
That your love for me is real
What would you say if I took those words away
Then you couldnt make things new
Just by saying I love you
More than words
Tuesday, July 22, 2008
Current Song playing: Sexy Back - Justin Timberlake
Mood: Tired and stressed.
i swear this blogskin is so totally MY KIND of blogskin. its so freaking SIMPLISTIC AND PLAIN. BUT SO DAMN PRETTY.
okay i was forced to change. :x cause the photobucket is lik out of band width or dunno what shit. i was perfectly happy and contented with my previous blogskin, cause its a pretty one too! but ARGH. never mind its okay! (: i have my nice nice pretty pretty skin with me now. WHOOTS.
and the song i'm listening to makes me think of TRAVIS WALL. and that final 4 group dance he did. HE WAS OH-SO-PERFECT in his dance luh! season 3's so you think you can dance aint as good. CURRENTLY. i hope it gets even better! (((((:
okay back to planning.
BYE. (:
Sunday, July 20, 2008
안녕하세요 ~
이것은 내 친구의 영감을합니다.
나는 바보 나는이 일을 잘 알고있습니다.
불행한 사변의 난 매우 피곤합니다. 그들을 멈추게 싶어합니다. 나는 싱가포르의 건국 기념일을 강조했다. 어쩌면 난 이상 - 성취를 너무 많이합니다.
좋은 것은 내 모든 숙제를 마친 나는 오늘! ^ ^ 그럼 주문 매운 떡보끼 내일 갈 수있습니다.
나는 내 뒤에로하는 모든 이들, 그리고 새로은 내일부터 시작합니다.
나는 지금 자러합니다.
잘자! 안녕 ~ ^ ^
Friday, July 18, 2008
today's commendation was..... okay? pretty impressive at first and it started to get boring. -.- and i realised that somehow the church's architecture is made in such a way that you'll feel very small and insignificant and you'll have to always look UP. i dunno but thats my initial feeling luh. maybe it doesnt really apply to the TALLER people. -.- but man. i have to admit that the st andrew's cathedral interior looks reallyyyyyy beautiful. and it has the soothing effect as well. yep. it ended at around 1200. in between i was waiting ANXIOUSLY for the HC meeting to be confirmed! (((: and it did in the end! YAYE. and yes. moses sent a really funny message that went: 'oh you guys see the green cloth in front there? apparently to save time, they left the coffin inside there.' and i was like, -.- okay how you know. he replied 'oh can smell ma! im sitting at the second row, so even if the bishop fart i can smell/hear!' okay i have nothing to say about this tale. but its pretty unbelievable.
then GOMANIS went for LUNCH! gomanis: 3/5 romanis and 2/5 gomes. (: we settled down for lunch in the food court in the end cause everywhere else was quite full. [it was lunch peak hour then.] whoots. then we walked around and reached school at around 4. LOL.
HC MEETING: COOL. we had it in the geography room. and the attendance was not as good. -.- was regarding national day luh. okay have to start the proposal etc. (: i dont want to say much first. (:
yesterday during project work, nishanthi decided to go and take out the cedar yearbook at the library. we were sec 2 then. omg its so funny how people cant recognise me! and only edwin did. I APPLAUD THEE. (: ahahhahaha. ninny still had her bunk hair with specs. nishanthi didnt change much.
i just realised my post is filled with random pieces of information. omg. HAHAHA. im really very random.
i miss those days.
[edit]
0100: IM FINALLY DONE WITH MY OWN MINUTES.
oh damn i'm scared of screwing up National Day. I will have to do it WELL, since i got appointed.
off to sleep! i'm damn tired.
Thursday, July 17, 2008
HAHAHA. GOOD NEWS NUMBER ONE: EOM IS DUE NEXT WEEK! because our dearest miss zhou missed two full periods of project work with us last week due to her rhythmic gymnastics course. oh well. i think the only possible time for makeup will be next monday after all the chinese lesson, which is 1600 to 1700. >< damn the timing sucks. oh well. and i heard from denise there'll be a permanent literature lesson every thursday from 1500 to 1600. GREAT.
GOOD NEWS NUMBER TWO: THERE MIGHT BE A HC MEETING TOMORROW! that is if mrs quek approves of the national day proposal. AWESOME! it feels weird NOT having any meetings for a while. its at 1630, trophy room. (((:
GOOD NEWS NUMBER THREE: UH. okay not really a good news but oh well. TOMORROW WE HAVE ASSEMBLY AS OUR ONE AND ONLY LESSON. okay thats because of the commendation of the 31st student council. we'll have to go to st andrews cathedral. i have no idea what they're going to do there. heard there's going to be a lot of praying. okay okay. i have to control my eyeballs tomorrow.
GOOD NEWS NUMBER FOUR: i survived arranging tables for listening comprehension for level 2, D block! okay that's hyperbole alright. but anyway. IT WAS REALLY DAMN FUN! especially when you see a friend's name and you know where they're sitting! and after that you can pretend you're PSYCHIC and know where they are sitting specifically in a classroom! but apparently it didnt work in joshua's case, he said i was stalking him. -.- FOR WHAT LUH JOSHUA. -.- best joke i've heard man!
GOOD NEWS NUMBER FIVE: I FINALLY GOT RID OF MY DIZZINESS SOMEWHAT. at least almost most of it. WHICH IS GOOD. cause it has caused me SO MUCH INCONVENIENCE on monday and tuesday. being dizzy inside your head makes you feel like puking somehow but you wont puke. tuesday i couldn't take it anymore, and my mum asked me to go to the polyclinic. great thing to wait hours. but at least it wasn't more than 2 hours. uh. yes. the doctor made me do a blood test. just in case there was something wrong. yeh. but nothing wrong, in exchange i have a hole and a bruise on my arm, with a bottle of blood lesser from my bloodstream. LOL.
this post seems to be FULL of good news aye. just wanted to say:
THERE ARE TWO SIDES TO EVERY VIEW.
(((:
if you come back in my life, i'll be there till the end of time.
Monday, July 14, 2008
WARNING: if you are allergic to vulgarities, please do not continue.
i've had ENOUGH.
all of your fucking lies. get away from me.
i dont want to hear your fucking voice anymore.
if you have the nerve to do all this shit, WHY DON'T YOU DARE TO ADMIT YOU DID IT.
all the fucking excuses you come up with.
i'm sick and tired of all the shit you sprout.
just, get away okay. i don't even want any contact with you, bitch.
i cannot stand how people are just oblivious to their surroundings.
it is just plain annoying. and that is just an understatement.
just thank you.
i feel miserable. and dont bother trying to do anything, lest you make it worse.
i shouldn't even have gone to school today, ended up taking the green slip to go back home to rest.
on a last note: HAPPY BIRTHDAY MOSES! (: sorry i didn't manage to do anything, i really wasn't feeling well.
Another wisdom tooth is coming out. and my gums hurt.
All these doesn't help.
Friday, July 11, 2008
HOHOHO! if you see that i haven't been posting up properly/much, means that probably i'm at my LJ okay. LOL. :x in any case. i'm going to be superhero over this weekend! if you're thinking that i'm going to cosplay[?] or wear my underwear outside, nono you're wrong. by that i meant, i have ALOT of things to do and chiong out. what the hell right. ahahahaaa.
in any case. im going to be busy busy busy. lala. my eyes are probably going to pop again! T.T
i had duty for HC today, South Zone Key Personnel 360 degrees Feedback Session. i was standing over at the jacob ballas bridge, waiting for teachers to come. (: initially people who were walking past was giving me the, hello-why-are-you-standing-there-looking-like-a-emo-kid-look. but seriously, the bridge is a nice place for you to emo and reflect. [without looking at the murky yellow kallang river. :x] and i realised the KPs all came in bunches, as in, when one KP comes another few will be behind him/her. quite weird. but there wasnt much work to do. T.T and i counted. 15 people used the JB bridge. out of the possible 400 participants. ha.ha.ha.
podcast podcast podcast.
national day meeting!
SPEECH!
& the DRY RUN.
PW MEETING.
HOMEWORK!!!
STUDYSTUDYSTUDYSTUDYSTUDY!!!!!
okay that's it. i'm going bonkers. madness.
music playing: walking away- craig david [this song is so the opposite of what i am/i can do now. -.-]
mood: GOING MAD!
Wednesday, July 09, 2008
my phone bill is going to be so damn long that it'll flow ALL THE WAY TO INDONESIA, i swear, i can already foresee this. i've been relaying messages like mad for these few days/weeks i'm going crazy. LOL. i am so freaking tempted to change my damn singtel student plan to the starhub one with UNLIMITED sms-es. O.o but the forfeit sum i have to pay is crazy. i dont like it. damn.
and now i have to reduce my 3 min speech to 1 min plus when i've rushed it out yesterday night. oh well. it's okay. its not as if im so keen to crap for 3 mins, no one would want to listen to my voice luh please. :x but okay ours should be the last. uhm. the 2 weeks later. :xxxxx i'm kinda nervous. ah. ahaha.
today's event was pretty okay! (: although there weren't many people over at our side, but there are some. feel damn slackish. then before the briefing for friday's south zone key personnel meeting, most of the house councillors were in lt2. :x crapping like madness. and we had anthony [our lovely SAINTS IDOL! (((:] and jannah to sing for us! (((: damn cool. actually we were all pretty much self-entertaining. :xxx
and the supposed meeting for national day at 6 to 8++ was cancelled. and postponed to friday. [tentative] at 1730. okay. (: so the day ended on a pretty good note. but now i have no idea if im able to go collect my testimonial with yanhui shermin etc. :x should be able to luh, as long as i reach school in time for the meeting! from 1415 to 1515 is the event/duty, then 1515 to 1700 i should be able to collect my testimonial and reach in time for the meeting! (((: unless something crops up. o.o which i hope not.
and joshua just shocked me by telling me he saw me on the freaking omy website. damnnn. and i cant watch the vodcast! annoying! :x he said i am okay, so i think i didnt screw as badly as i thought i did. :x still damn shocked. though its like shot on 15 april, which feels like eons ago to me. :x
okay i realised i never did blog about college day. i shall just summarise. (: saints idol was COOL. some contestants were just pure annoying/cocky[?] okay, just one in particular. :xxx but it was pretty much enjoyable! and yes. OUR DEAREST ANTHONY LEE IS OUR SAINTS IDOL. and its real MADNESS trying to count his votes. my eyes popped and my brains burst. :x okay that was hyperbole. okay a jargon. lol.
street market was uhm. i don't know? i didnt have too much time to go around the stalls at all. most of the time was running around doing my duty. and i feel really bad to 08A05, cause like they're busy doing all the work for the lovely stall and i'm just not helping at all. T.T
FUN CHALLENGE was. to put it in a nice way, a game which shows ANOTHER SIDE of saints. heh. it was fun, i think. (: people were like running around like mad, stuffing food down their throats. :x and more more more running. :x
anyway, i thought college day was okay, for a first event. but after the debrief with mr ong, i found that we had ALOT that we could have done to improve the event more. oh well. it's over. but we'll all learn from our mistakes and make our next event more successful! (((((: 9th HC HWAITING!
next event: national day! the red-and-white pride!
ricky: MY WATER! [okay inside joke. :x]
Tuesday, July 01, 2008
the song makes me really emotional. i miss everyone from cedar, at least those i know. everything from cedar. i miss those days. okay i'm going back to reading my proposal and timeline. bye people.
"Say Goodbye"- S club
In the years to come
Will you think about these moments that we shared
In the years to come
Are you gonna think it over
And how we lived each day with no regrets
Nothing lasts forever though we want it to
The road ahead holds different dreams for me and you
[chorus]
Sometimes goodbye though it hurts in your heart is the only way for destiny
Sometimes goodbye though it hurts is the only way now for you and me
Though its the hardest thing to say
I'll miss your love in every way
So say goodbye
But don't you cry
Because a true love never dies
In a year from now
Maybe there'll be things we'll wish we'd never said
In a year from now
Maybe we'll see each other, standing on the same street corner though it rains
Each and every end is always written in the stars
If only i could stop the World i'd make this last
[Chorus]
Sometimes goodbye though it hurts in your heart is the only way for destiny
Sometimes goodbye though it hurts is the only way now for you and me
Though it's the hardest thing to say
I'll miss your love in every way
So say goodbye
But don't you cry
Because a true love never dies
And when you need my arms to run into
I'll come for you
Nothing will ever change the way i feel
[Chorus]
Sometimes goodbye though it hurts in your heart is the only way for destiny
Sometimes goodbye though it hurts is the only way now for you and me
Though it's the hardest thing to say
I'll miss your love in every way
So say goodbye
Because a true love never dies