Sunday, April 23, 2006
heyos.
i'm feeling really high now.
dunno why.
maybe as high as simin. though i'm really doing nothing right now. okay okay. maybe it's because my father promised to get me a new phone. and now i'm really DETERMINED to get my LG M6100 phone. after i saw it in the mall on this saleslady yesterday. i asked her when it'll come and she tells me i dunno. T.T but anyway. i'm so FREAKING HAPPY. LALAA. for your information. LG M6100 phone = dongbang phone. HAHAHA. T.T
anyway.
i'm so crapped up i cannot find anything to say. woohoo.
i'm freaked out by the biology common.
and OH YES.
next week. okay almost the next next week. IT"S MY BIRTHDAY!! WHEEEEEEEEEE. my grandparents suggested to have a buffet and asked me to ask around who want to come to my house for the buffet thingy. er. yeah. BUTBUTBUT. it's not confirmed YET. so dont get so excited yet. pwahahahaha.
and i dont see how so many people's going to fit inside my house. okay. ignore what i just said. hahaha.
okay nothing else to say.
saranghamnida!
byee.
agnesHOKIM.
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Tuesday, April 18, 2006
I'M OFFICIALLY DEAD FOR THE WHOLE OF THIS YEAR. ><okay. maybe except for my birthday. O.Oi wondered why didn't i die in the earlier part of the year. T.T oh wells. i am so going to die for my LITERATURE COMMON tomorrow. i'm so FREAKING DEAD. okay fine. I'm already DEAD. what can you expect. T.T ohwellohwellohwell. you know what's the worse. it's not you haven't finish studying. it's scary when you DON'T KNOW WHAT TO STUDY. that's what's called SCARY. T.T
i'm so freaking tired. there's training tomorrow and on FRIDAY too. yeah. i'm tired. physically[notmuch.] but MENTALLY. so crappy. someone needs to entertain me to keep me awake now. T.T maybe mr sng dancing around in a ula hoop with the grassy hawaiian skirt and coconuts will wake me up for a bit. o.O crapcrapcrap.
okay. i'm such a bad person. T.T i shall have an early sleep to prevent me from sleeping in class tomorrow. i hope not. cause i never did this year. T.T i almost slept in ss/geog today. trying to keep myself awake was a torture. i kept shaking my head furiously to keep myself awake. this will only last me for at most half and hour and i'll start to stone. AGAIN. okay. i can't wait for mrs loy to start with the content and not the boring answering techniques. although they are SUPER SUPER IMPORTANT. yeah.
okay. i'm going to screw my literature common tomorrow. that sounded wrong. but who cares. T.T i'm too tired to edit it. T.T my eyes are going to close any moment now. so yeah. i shall err. go now. shall i? ahaha. okay byee. goodnight.
agnes HOKIM.
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Sunday, April 16, 2006
HELLO PEOPLE.
i really felt like blogging for no reason yeahyeah. so i blogged! without doing much of my homework today. *SIGHS*
okay. went to national library with denyse&liki&michelle today. we were looking for the costumes that should be worn during the macbeth plays lah. okay in other words. we were like researching for the information on like what do people wear doing the medievial time. yeah. i am SO SO SO freaking SORRY to make liki & michelle wait so long. T.T so sorry. yeah but anyway. when we reach there. this female security guard told us we couldn't bring our bags in. so we had to put into the lockers. then liki&denyse brought their macbeths&liki brought writing materials in. btw the lockers needed 20cents. the first time we put in we turned the wrong way. we had to change for a 20 cents. T.T eat people's money. then when we about to go in. the woman stopped us again. saying we cant bring our macbeth in! i was like practically going to tear out my hair lah. we heck care liao. just left our macbeths on top of the lockers and went in. pwahahahaa. :X
anyway. we were like so freaking pissed off lah. we couldnt really find anything on the book search thingy. so we walked around AIMLESSLY. but in the end we managed to find quite ALOT of books on shakespearean plays and the costumes and how to make them BLAHBLAHBLAH. we wanted to fins a seat to sit down. but there wasnt so we sat on the floor. then this librarian came along to tell us we couldnt sit on the floor. what the hell. there were people sitting around and she only came to tell us. so freaking irritating. anyway. we found somewhere to sit but still on the floor. but it was sort of allowed. who cares. T.T anyway. i think we're the most hardworking group in the whole macbeth play. pwahahaha. i feel so ego. :X
we went to eat after that. at ajisen. broke now. T.Tanyways. wanted to go arab street. but we walked around. and got LOST. so we didnt managed to go there. T.T wanted to go but it was like going to rain. also we haven't really planned out what cloth to use for each character. so we didnt go. sadly. but still. we saw a green worm floating around at the taxi stand. i think it was on a freaking spider web or something. YUCK. we were llike so freaked out. okay more of DISGUSTED at that green worm FLYING around. like yuckyuck.
went back to hougang mall and had dinner with mum&sister. dad having dinner with his friends. bought new school shoes and socks. T.T my school shoes are like dying. T.T okay my us master one is like dying. bought northstar one. haha.
i was bloghopping around just now. and i realised i was like so super behind time. T.T ahahaha. when yanhui was blogging saying that 6/10 vballers went. and we were talking about sick stuff i totally forgot what sick stuff i was talking about. i mean WE WERE talking about. but i remembered after a few seconds. short termed memory. haha. blah. feeling super high now. although it's like 12:28am in the morning. T.T i'm weird. i shall pai my homework tomorrow. and kill all my brain cells.
seriously. sometimes i dont understand why are we like going to school or doing particular stuff for. like i dont understand why we should go to school. issit just for a certificate? yeahyeah. thats what most people say. but how important is a cert? it's just a piece of paper. sighs. like yeah. i dont understand. why should we be born when we know when we're going to suffer, & also that we know that death will come eventually. why is the world so complicated?
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sometimes, dont you just wish that you'll just suddenly die off like this? although we all know that we should live life happily. stress always KEELS people. i think if i die now. i'll only regret not being able to take care of my parents as i've promised them, and my grandparents too. and i'll regret not really able to spend EVEN MORE TIME with the VOLLEYBALLERS, esp the SEC THREES and my friends. i'll regret not going out to the outside world and work. i'll regret not being able to see dongbang. i'll just REGRET. but it's really funny that how. sometimes we really would just want to LET GO of everything. when we know that we won't be able to put them down and leave them behind.hais.
okay i think i should go sleep now. although i'm still very HIGH. again for no reason. T.T and yes. 2.4 on monday is going to kill me off my HAPPY mood. T.T i shall aim for a BIG FAT NICE A if possible. :X HWAITING! goodnight people. actaully i'll be surprised if anyone actually reads finish this whole CHUNK of CRAP i wrote. okay typed. AHHAHA. okay nights. and love you all. <3
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Friday, April 14, 2006
HELLO PEOPLE!
due to a LOUD and OVERWHELMING response i shall revive my blog on the 14april2006 on 22:50.
pwahahahaha. okay. i'm so sorry for not updating for so long yeah. :X i feel kinda sad lah. but nevermind.
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i had a long day today. i woke up at 4:00am in the morning to go and sao mu. was really awake and energetic for no reason that time. T.T yeahyeah. we took taxi down to my uncle's house as he'll be bringing us=my dad, grandma, auntie and me to the choa chu kang cemetery. yeah. sighs. somewhat at choa chu kang. the moon seems nearer to us and bigger. yeah. and yeah. i've got nothing much to say. and yeah. was really happy cause i saw my aunt! who is younger than me by one year. yeahyeah! cause i haven't seen her for YEARS. kinda sad. *sighs*
i was feeling really sad when i reached there. cause i saw many graves that were like not cleaned for years, and stones cracked blah. and i saw mnay who had died at a young age and i felt so sorry for them. *SIGHS*
anyway i went to pray to my grandpa's mum&dad&hisyoungerbrother&hisyoungersisterinlaw&someoneelse but i dunno who.:X
personally i feel that cemeteries are like. a link between the dead and the living. the living and the loved ones, dead. hais. my sister was so scared she didnt there to go. and i was like teling her. hello. they're all once alive like us. we are born knowing we're going to die and end up dead. so why be scared of cemetries when we know we're going to be one of the dead ones when we die. okay. i dunno what crap i'm talking. yeah. but still. it was sort of a nice experience today. cause i haven't went to the cemetery for years. i wanna to crap ALOT but i am lazy to type. so yeah. :X
oh my crap.
i am crazy. my current obession: SCARFS! and i dunno why. cause having something around your neck is COOL. AHHA. i'm crapping my head off.
anyway. tomorrow i'm going to national library and i think arab street to look for macbeth play's costumes and i dunno what thing. HAHA. let;s hope denyse will be able to make it. HAHA. (: anyway. yeahyeah. i'm very high now. i dunno what to say.
errr. i changed my blog picture and music. WOOHOO. but it's still UNDER CONSTRUCTION. let's hope i finish soon. cause i haven't started on my homework. which is like. OH SHIT. that kinda thing. yeah.
oh well. i shall go to bed now. goodnight. <3
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