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wisdom.
health
동방신기/SUJU/FTISLAND/BIGBANG to come singapore.
to be able to see 동방신기/SUJU/FTISLAND/BIGBANG in person.
have LOTS and LOTS of money.
I WANT AN IPOD CLASSIC 80GB BLACK! T.T
I WANT TO GO KOREA AT THE END OF THE YEAR TO SEE BIGBANG! TTT.TTT
I WANT ULTRA GOOD A'S RESULTS. T.T
microsoft office for mac!
eclipse and breaking dawn by stephenie meyer! MIDNIGHT SUN!
ALL THE BIGBANG SINGLES AND ALBUMS ETC!
laptop
num braziliano praia sandals.
SLEEP!

and the list goes on. thats why we have scarcity in economics, unlimited human wants VS limited resources. AHAHA.


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Sunday, July 29, 2007

this was one thought that came to me when i was having a silent dinner yesterday night. okay i wasnt talking much. yeah.
i dont know but somehow i feel that all of us have drifted apart. we were all really close. when i think back, it seems sort of impossible for us to actually drift apart. we've been through thin and thick, if possible, almost everything. but it has boiled down to us going in our own ways. we dont talk as much anymore. we dont get together as much anymore. we dont squabble as much anymore. we dont complain about someone anymore. we dont get scolded anymore. we dont laugh as much together anymore. we dont do so many many things together anymore. it is very depressing. so it is kind of true when they all say, time cures everything, every single wound and every single bleeding stump. although scars are still there, it serves as a kind of memory for us to fall back on when we reminscience about our past. i was hoping this day will never come. but it still came anyway. i know saying goodbye and parting is part and parcel of life. but it is kind of hard for me to accept this right away. i dont want to say good bye to you guys. especially during grad night/prom/farewell or in whatever occasion. i dont want. but it is inevitable. i know; im struggling within myself now.
good luck to you guys no matter what you guys decide to do next time. i really love you guys. and i will miss us very much. the times we've had together. and how it sort of seems impossible to have them all back again.

countdown: 84 more days to o's

Saturday, July 28, 2007

hey i know i havent been blogging again. =xxx but anyway just to let you guys know. ahahaha prelims is in another 4 weeks. *freaks out*

prelim timetable:

270807 English Paper One
English Paper Two
280807 Higher Mother Tongue Paper One
Higher Mother Tongue Paper Two
290807 Mathematics Paper One
Chemistry Paper Two
100907 Social Studies
Biology Paper Two
110907 Geography
120907 Additional Mathematics Paper One
Chemistry Paper One
130907 Additional Mathematics Paper Two
Biology Paper Two
140907 Mathematics Paper Two
180907 Literature Psper One
Literature Paper Two

bingo. super nice news. sense the sacarsm please. =x
on a happier note. i found a new band to listen to! F.T Island. hurhur. ^^
and the weather nowadays is love. =x i like to have cold/cool weathers.

i really dont know what to say. but time is really just flying past, it seems like
its gaining speed everyday. or was it me who is flying back? o.o
o's is in another 85 days. this all seems unbelievable. its really stressful. T.T im really sickened at everything. GRAHH. and im very easily tired nowadays. i have no idea why. maybe it's the stress again.

i really want to just lie down in a meadow. just breathing in the small of grass, of nature, with the wind caressing my face, and not caring about anything at all. or how about. lying on a wide stretch of beach. breathing in the smell of the sea, the salt mingling with the sand. letting the seawater lap at my feet. really anything at all. i just feel like running away from everything now.
i want o levels to be over soon. i want everything to be over. but im afraid of the journey to o's. it is so confusing. i dont know. i really dont know what i want now. i want things to be going this way, but it isnt. this is making me very pissed and stressed. whywhywhy. i have no idea. seriously.

i feel like a confused kid who has lost her way back home.

Sunday, July 08, 2007

Saturday, 070707

it was a day i've been really looking forward to. the date solely already made me high. not to mention CHMA. lol. i dont remember myself being so high on 050505 though. maybe i was. just that with my poor memory i wouldnt be able to recollect it. :// hahaha. AND LIVE EARTH! save the planet. but sadly i wasnt able to watch it. ))): PLUS I HAVE NO GREEN SHIRT LIKE GRAHHH IF NOT I WOULD HAVE WORN IT. :x

777 people got married. how cool. and you know the electricity meter outside your house? mine was 070707 too. DARN COOLIO. <3

anyway. in the earlier part of the day i was doing amath. and then i was so freaking stressed up by relative velocity that i really wanted to cry. it was like BLEH. and after doing 3 out of 5 questions. i gave up. i was totally. -.-ll by it. so i did biology after that. and guess what after a while i started feeling hot. [and no its not what you were thinking eunice. =.=]so i decided to use the thermometer! and whoots i have a fever of 38.4 degrees. nice huh. but i was feeling okay. its just the hotness. =.= eunice and a few other people think the cause for it was AAHAHAH AMATH. i dunno. :/ but anyway i ate panadol for that. and the temperature came down to 37.9 which is okay i guess.

i still went to CHMA. AHHAHA. im a nice kid who doesnt go back on her promises okay. but anyway thought i was going to be super late. so went in a cab. LOL. reached on time and blah. nothing much. but i felt kinda intimidated at cat high. like eeyer everyone taller than me. :/// ahahaha. the concert was really coolio. in a sense that everything was pretty much high tech. and i was super impressed by it. lol. i think i was real quiet during the concert. I THINK. :x i dont really know la. everything was pretty much okay, except the rock bands part. it was, to be blunt, NOISY. :x love the acapella group, equilvox. and OH GOD LIANG SI JIAN. YOU HAVE AN ANGELIC VOICE. HEH. recorded his song on my cam. LOL. and its darn huge. :x it was a great show. ahahah its funny being in a guys school. its totally different from a girls school. LOL.

yeah. then after that we went for supper. uhm collin, his friends and i. yep. at macs. and obviously i wouldnt eat, like its so late already. :x i just drank cappucino. :x by then, i really found how much guys can eat. like okay. :/// kangan is the best, man, one whole meal. lol. after that took 88 back with collin and his friend. collin and i were like super worried the last bus of 88 went off already. :xxx like darn. lol but heng havent, i guess we caught the last ever bus home. HAHAHAH. uhm then like that. hahaha. reached home at around 1240, fortunately, i didnt meet any weirdos on the way. :/// went hoe to take temperature again. it was at 37.8, ate panadol AGAIN. this is the day that i ate the most panadol man. like god, i never really fell sick before. for this whole year. yeah. uhm so after that i slept at 0230. was chatting to yanhui+collin online and sms-ing eunice at the same time.

Sunday, 080707
i suppose i dont have fever anymore, cause i dont feel so hot as compared to yesterday. yesterday i thought i was on fire. :/// ahahah good right, no more fever. cause i dont wanna miss roller blading tmr. :x okay im measuring my temperature now. i'll tell you guys whenthe thermometer beeps. anyway. trying to upload lsj vid. it seems to be taking ages. :x but anyway. CURRENTLY: blogging, cause my sister's not home. [hahaha. :x], doing amath 2 more relative velocity qns, uploading lsj's vid. lets hope collin's computer likes megaupload. :// my com hates it. ahahaha. nothing much happened today. so thats it. im going to study/look through ss soon. yeah. and oh right my thermometer beeps. and it reads. 37.4 degrees, still quite warm. =.= mehh. haiya dont care liao. jiu zhe yang.

PS:i should say that i have a really good guy friend. you know who you are. ^^ and you should understand why i said that. thank you. and love ya!

oh yeah people. sorry im not in a poetic or philosophical mood today, so i didnt blog in super poetic/emo language. sorry luh. one cannot be too clear on her stuff when she's still having a slight fever. :xxx lets hope my homework doesn turn out like crap. sorry teachers if it does. :/// [i raelly really hope it doesnt turn out like shit.] bye~

agnes
080707
17:17
dongbang+suju LOVE!
[OH LOOK AT THE TIME! AHAHAHAHA. ^^]

Thursday, July 05, 2007

heys! isnt it nice of me to be practically updating almost on a regular basis? hah. im just using the time while scanning something to come here to blog. my sister was being irritating just now. she was accusing me of using her com while she was still in school. like what the hell. why would i want to touch her com like stealthily? if i had used her com i would ask if i could use her scanner right. she's like =.=ll cant stand her. you should have seen her ANNOYING face. *rolls eyes* it makes me boil. am i the older one or what. GRAAH.

04 July 2007
after the mock chinese paper from plmgss, eunice and i decided to go to little india to look for our racial harmony day costumes. LOL.is was an abrupt decision made by eunice. ahaahha. we were supposed to go on friday. but she decided that today would be a nice day. so first we went to pp macs to have icecream! which is lunch for me and dessert for her. LOL. then saw yanhui and gang while we were eating. and as usual. we think of SOMEONE when we see yanhui. HEH. so anyway we set off immediately after we finished savouring the icecream. ^^ and i've learnt a new SINGLISH word from eunice today, which is CHAPALANG! lol. uhm anyway. soooo. we walked around the chapalang area of little india. which is coolio again! cause i never really went to little india's chapalang shops before. lol.

surprisingly we didnt get lost. and we managed to weave our way through streets and more streets. HAHAHA. and i realised that whoa, the punjabi suits are really expensive. okay if you compare it to a saree it is understandable. in a sense that saree is a HUGE piece of cloth, while the punjabi suit consists of the top, the bottom and the scarf. which is EXTREMELY reasonable. hahaha we were walking around quite a bit, checking out the punjabi suits and their prices. after looking into several shop, a particularly kind shopkeeper told us to look for punjabi suits at the tekka area there, cause its quite cheap+ can bargain one. so we went there and i got blinded by the variety of punjabi suits there. ahaha. but i shall edit out the amount of time i was spending looking at punjabi suits. :x uhm so in the end i decided on this ncie ncie punjabi suit which is of a very nice shade of green, with a golden-ish yellow bottom+scarf. the u.p was 30 but i bought it for 20+ so yeah. the price was okay when you compare to the other prices. :xxx

after that we went to mustafa to get eunice's saree. ^^ ahahaha we had to keep our bags outside again cause i was holding a plastic bag. =.= but anyway. yay for us cause we've got eunice's pale purple saree. which is cheap. half the price of mine. LOL. but anyway, i would be the more comfortable one so who cares. :x was real happy today. though very tired. :/

05 July 2007
today was a very tiring day despite me sleeping before 1130 the night before. and i have absolutely NO IDEA WHY. this sucks big time. but the good thing was, i was tired physically, but i was pretty awake mentally. so i was looking super blur today and look as though i wasnt paying attention, but actually i am. LOL. guess today all the teachers were in a good mood. yep. thats all i can say today. and really. i NEED to study. STUDYYYYY! prelims is in another 7 weeks. i can go die now. ahahah no la. i should study and do my best! ^^

shoutouts:
lauren: YES I JUST REALISED I HAVE THE SAME BLOGSKIN AS YOU! LOL. THIS IS SO FUNNY. :x
eunice: punjabi is good. LOL. ^^ my mum says its nice, very indian. LOL.

okay thats all. byeee!

agnes
050707
07:07pm
dbsk&suju SARANG~

Tuesday, July 03, 2007

hii. lol ive decided to grab the computer since my sister is away at tuition. ^^ anyway i just came back from LITTLE INDIA/FARRER PARK. heh. im feeling quite happy though i didnt manage to get anything for myself. it's kinda like an eye-opener to me. lol. cause i never really went into mustafa before. lol.

anyway went there with uma, as our tourist guide!, and atiqah, shermin, pamela, lauren, liki. lol. ate lunch at this chindian restaurant. their prata was good. but i couldnt finish my 2 pratas. :/// i ate one and was dying and offered the other to atiqah, since she said she was quite hungry. but she only took half. so i had to stuff the other half piece down. meh. :x but anyway. we finished lunch. and went mustafa. i never knew we had to put our bags outside, but its so coolio okay. LOL. but yayness, an 'eye-opener' for me. ^^ oh you should see yanhui's sri that i got for her. it is SUPER NICE it like a shade darker than sky blue and the design is like gold+light purple kinda thing. im like YAYYAYAYAY when i found it okay. i have good taste. LOL. :x but i ws o.o because i cant find my punjabi suit. =.= and fyi for those who dont know, punjabi suit is FEMALE WEAR. NOT NOT NOT MALE. ahhaha cause pamela[ithink!:x] had a misconception that punjabi SUIT is for guys. =.= grahhh. i dont want to die wearing a saree. cause i wont be able to sit down properly. punjabisuit can. lol. i'll see how on friday! since i'll be going out with eunice chuah! LOL.

OHOHOH! and today's lessons were quite okay. ^^ first period chem. the test is okay but i made a blunder. -.- okay i shall get over it. hmm. and then its PE! pe=ROLLERBLADING. it is so DARN FUN okay. i didnt even fall down today la. *GRINS* like yay. i can stand and fall and blade around quite a bit. which is SUPER YAYNESS. ahahahah. i cant wait for the next pe lesson, which is next monday. :// which isnt a short wait. GRAHHH. but yay. good instructors, cause i didnt even fall today. got unbalanced at some point, but still GOOD. cause i didnt fall like lalalalala. heh. i can laugh at my sister for not knowing how to cycle and rollerblade next time. LOL. :x that was mean.

thats all short post, easier reading. ^^ but i doubt anyone reads my blog. cause everyone thought it was dead already lahs. who cares. :x im so looking forwardto 070707. ^^ anyway bye!

agnes
030707[4moredays!]
dbsk&superjunior
SARANG~! <333

Sunday, July 01, 2007

hey! here are pictures as i've promised. hope you guys wil enjoy them. ^^ stupid camera went berserk at the WRONG time. ))): =.=




first up: junjie! sick to the core. ))): lol look at the frown on his face.

xiu nong! this is a candid shot of her. she's camera shy. ahahaha. ^^ left to right: HEIREN![idunnohisname. ))):] JUNYANG! JUNKAI!

randomness: the three brothers! heh. junjie junyang junkai. ^^ clockwise from left: heiren, xiunong[his sister]; ah boy; ruyi[us cousin] and no you do not want to see the picture of me taking me. its darn unglam. :xxx
left to right: heiren, junyang, junkai, my grandpa. back: liqi[us cousin]

ahahah so cute right! junyang and ahboy at the back with the smiley face pillow! ^^
sorry about the blurness. left to right: ahboy;junyang;heirenjunkai junyang heiren.junjie+ruyidurian season=more durians for consumption! LOL. random. ^^okay thats all i have. ))): stupid cam. but yayness for the pictures yeah? ^^ my cousins are HUGE CAMWHORES. :x oh right and i preordered my 'harry potter and the deathly hallows' yesterday! basically i went to popular yesterday to bought a helllot of pens. blackpens. and im darn happy about my new slippers like yay! <3<333>

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