and i love you just the same, if not a little more
about
Agnes Ho.
010591.
pps.CEDARIAN. HC. vballer.
KPOP
동방신기; 준수&재중
슈퍼주니어; 시원&혁재
FT Island;
BIGBANG;
flytothesky; BRIAN
shinhwa;
se7en;
wishlist
wisdom.
health
동방신기/SUJU/FTISLAND/BIGBANG to come singapore.
to be able to see 동방신기/SUJU/FTISLAND/BIGBANG in person.
have LOTS and LOTS of money.
I WANT AN IPOD CLASSIC 80GB BLACK! T.T
I WANT TO GO KOREA AT THE END OF THE YEAR TO SEE BIGBANG! TTT.TTT
I WANT ULTRA GOOD A'S RESULTS. T.T
microsoft office for mac! eclipse and breaking dawn by stephenie meyer! MIDNIGHT SUN!
ALL THE BIGBANG SINGLES AND ALBUMS ETC! laptop num braziliano praia sandals.
SLEEP!
and the list goes on. thats why we have scarcity in economics, unlimited human wants VS limited resources. AHAHA.
well. that basically sums up everything that i'm feeling for the whole day after my lunch. i hope it is emphasized well enough. and it should be crystal clear. i'm sorry for those around me who had to face my wrath. im really sorry. especially to shermin. terrance too. and wenhui. and those who are like around me and got irritated. sorry. thanks for trying to cheer me up, shermin and terrance. love you guys so much. <3 especially terrance. ahaha. thanks guys.
just wanted to say i've regretted and am still regretting, that i withdrew from my dream school. freak luh. but then again, if i had appealed, i wouldnt have met great friends like terrance. (: ahaha. oh well. time to study for lit assignment tmr.
i'm so sorry, but my heart is just so filled with hatred now. i hate the school. and take note of the diction. it is HATE. no longer dislike. or what. but HATE. thank you very much. i feel more more more of it now than ever. hate hate hate. i am not those people in 1984, i am not taught to hate the school. it is not indoctrinated. it is true. from the bottom of my heart. only those around me are able to make me feel a little better. just a little. it has taught me much. it has taught me how much hatred i have for the school, it has made me learn something about myself, i never knew so much hate existed in me, i never taught it possible. never. ever. i cant even comprehend where and how all these hatred came from. i have never hated before. all these hate that stems from my heart has made me a hateful, despicable, vile person. im sorry guys, i wasnt able to offer you a better friend, i wasnt able to be a better me, a better friend, a better class rep, a better daughter, a better person. i'm just damaged and marred. im really sorry. i dont seem to be able to wipe off the hatred. or the scars and flaws. im really sorry. i cant wait to get out. im so sorry. but i feel like some asshole. some traitor. but my life has been deceitful here, a fraud. and i cant shake off this fucking feeling that i've been cheated. but again, i have no one to blame but myself. i am one huge dumbass. too bad agnes, too bad. you're too stupid to save your own ass. just go and study.
i scream, FRAUD FRAUD FRAUD! DECEPTION! CHEATS! I HATE YOU!