and i love you just the same, if not a little more
about
Agnes Ho.
010591.
pps.CEDARIAN. HC. vballer.
KPOP
동방신기; 준수&재중
슈퍼주니어; 시원&혁재
FT Island;
BIGBANG;
flytothesky; BRIAN
shinhwa;
se7en;
wishlist
wisdom.
health
동방신기/SUJU/FTISLAND/BIGBANG to come singapore.
to be able to see 동방신기/SUJU/FTISLAND/BIGBANG in person.
have LOTS and LOTS of money.
I WANT AN IPOD CLASSIC 80GB BLACK! T.T
I WANT TO GO KOREA AT THE END OF THE YEAR TO SEE BIGBANG! TTT.TTT
I WANT ULTRA GOOD A'S RESULTS. T.T
microsoft office for mac! eclipse and breaking dawn by stephenie meyer! MIDNIGHT SUN!
ALL THE BIGBANG SINGLES AND ALBUMS ETC! laptop num braziliano praia sandals.
SLEEP!
and the list goes on. thats why we have scarcity in economics, unlimited human wants VS limited resources. AHAHA.
music
Thursday, February 21, 2008
i swear, all of you guys are trying to hurt me right. ALL. OF. YOU. I hate this. why do we all have to end up this way? i miss everyone who were here during the first intake. i miss OG THREE [PAE]; i miss 08A02; i dunno. somehow school without table partner feels weird: feels weird to be not seeing her going crazy around me. i guess im so used to seeing her around that her absence making a gaping hole in my days, and really, no one can really fill it properly, fully. not even someone. he makes me feels sad just by looking at him, i dunno why either. i mean, he smiled and everything, but it's just,the knowledge that he might be going away. sherm too. seems like everyone's going away. now i dunno if i had made the correct choice by staying again. i feel like crawling into a corner and just cry my heart out. SA is making sad and depressed all over again. first og three, then 08A02, then i know it'll be og three's [jae] turn next. my heart is going to shatter so many times that really, it'll be impossible to mend it back again. i hate it. i hate it. i hate it. why do we have to go through this. dont ever on me thinking that im always the girl who will cheer you up and everything, it doesnt always apply. i always appear to look happy and everything on the surface, but no, inside me, it's turmoil. like now. forget it. i doubt anyone can understand how i feel. its just hard to describe. and his display name was so ironic i wanted to laugh. cynical aye. more like it applies to me totally.
Because of you - Kelly Clarkson I will not make the same mistakes that you did I will not let myself cause my heart so much misery I will not break the way you did you fell so hard I've learned the hard way to never let it get that far
Because of you, I never stray too far from the sidewalk Because of you I learned to play on the safe side so I don't get hurt Because of you I find it hard to trust not only me, but everyone around me Because of you I am afraid....
I lose my way and it's not to long before you point it out I cannot cry because I know that's weakness in your eyes I'm forced to fake a smile, a laugh, every day of my life My heart can't possibly break when it wasn't even whole to start with
Because of you I never stray too far from the sidewalk Because of you I learned to play on the safe side so I don't get hurt Because of you I find it hard to trust not only me, but everyone around me Because of you I am afraid
I watched you die I heard you cry every night in your sleep
I was so young you should have known better than to lean on me You never thought of anyone else you just saw your pain And now I cry in the middle of the night for the same damn thing
Because of you I never stray too far from the sidewalk Because of you, I learnt to play on the safe side so I don't get hurt Because of you I try my hardest just to forget everything Because of you I don't know how to let anyone else in Because of you I'm ashamed of my life because it's empty