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FT Island;
BIGBANG;
flytothesky; BRIAN
shinhwa;
se7en;
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wisdom.
health
동방신기/SUJU/FTISLAND/BIGBANG to come singapore.
to be able to see 동방신기/SUJU/FTISLAND/BIGBANG in person.
have LOTS and LOTS of money.
I WANT AN IPOD CLASSIC 80GB BLACK! T.T
I WANT TO GO KOREA AT THE END OF THE YEAR TO SEE BIGBANG! TTT.TTT
I WANT ULTRA GOOD A'S RESULTS. T.T
microsoft office for mac! eclipse and breaking dawn by stephenie meyer! MIDNIGHT SUN!
ALL THE BIGBANG SINGLES AND ALBUMS ETC! laptop num braziliano praia sandals.
SLEEP!
and the list goes on. thats why we have scarcity in economics, unlimited human wants VS limited resources. AHAHA.
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Sunday, May 27, 2007
hii. i know i havent been blogging again. i've been reading people's blogs. and i really feel that. i blog REAL childishly. like im a five year old kid or something. hah. i dont blog like my age. i dont look like my age. and i dont know what else i dont behave like.
yes. ive gotten back my results and im like not really satisfied. really. cause i improved in some subjects and slipped in some others. but it was really. =.= i really need to work SUPER SUPER HARD to get my single digit for l1r5. i feel real sad. i really did put in alot of effort for this midyears. not mentioning the bad time management part. i felt that my results are like inversely proportionate to my efforts. but oh well. i have only left to say that i guess i have to plan my studying properly next time. because i have bad time management. -.-
24 MAY 2007 the sec 4s had a talk with the principal. stastistics shown. bad. horrible. like crap. to put it more crudely. like shit. with the exception of those who did WELL. congrats. but the rest, just like what mrs lim has said, 'see already can puke blood ah!' yes. and i feel really bad. not that i didnt study. but. ive been thinking. why. why cant/didnt i get an A1 for bio?! and why did my ss/ge grades drop?! i feel bad to mrs lim. i've made a resolution to get a distinction for ss/ge. for myself and for mrs lim, the ever caring teacher who has tried to make lessons interesting for us, and tried to let us understand the techniques of social studies. i felt that i have led down some teachers. or most of the teachers. cause i didnt get an distinction or something. except perhaps for han lao shi. cause i got a A2 for higher chinese. it was like. i feel really very very sickened after i got back the results. like why. and why. why isnt the results good?! why arent i smiling. i should be. but my results arent good. it is hard for me to even twitch the corners of my mouth, not to mention smile. why why why? this is something i need to find out myself. and only i myself can find out whats the best solution for it. i have a long way to go. four zed has a long way to go as well. our target of 9.5, it isnt going to be easy, i must admit, but really. we should all aim for this. this is the school's expectation for us. and we should try to commit ourselves to this and achieve this target. i would really do my best. and put in 101% of effort. i want to get AS LOW A L1R5 could go. i really want it. from now. it seems really far away. i want to GRAB it. but it is out of my reach. i am working towards it everyday. this is going to be a tough journey for me. but i am going to perservere. i am going to continue to hope and dream and aspire. and i will work REAL HARD towards my goal. no matter how bumpy this journey is going to be, or how i would bleed or bruise along this path.
macbeth play in the evening. met up with yanhui melo cihui atiqah and shermin! for dinner. but we sort of spilt. :x as in. cihui and atiqah had dinner at BK, while the rest of us went STARBUCKS! i missed the coffee there. <3 anyway. yanhui left to go look for denyse. and the rest of us had to dinf the repertory theater ourselves. got lost and spend a LONG LONG TIME trying to find the place. when we reached there, we looked like we jumped into the singapore river to have a swim before going into the theater. okay that was exaggerating, but it was just to show how sweaty we became, running along clarke quay looking like crazy women, and trying so desperately trying to find the theater and not be late. -.- the play was quite good. although the props used are basically. simple. but i like how the actors actually protrayed the characters. their acting was pretty good and convincing. but one bad thing was that. i had to try to not fall asleep at some parts cause i was too tired from school. it was like. bad. although there were pretty cute actors, but the aircon and silence of the theater was lulling me to sleep. :x ooh. i like little fleance! he's so cute! i wanted to kidnap him to bring him home as my little brother! i want~ lol. and some people thought i was paedophile. =.= and malcolm was kinda cute too. lol. if the play was on a friday it would have been so much better. ^^ and yes. if only people SAT at their own seats according to the seat number in the ticket. if not what are tickets for man? to wipe your butt? *rolls eyes*
25 MAY 2007 last day of school and the june holidays are starting. i cant believe it. everything is going so fast. so fast that im afraid i wont be able to catch up. removing everything from under our tables, where textbooks, files and worksheets are stashed. cleaning up the classrooms. stacking up our vandalised tables and creaking chairs. sweeping the hairy floor [if you gt what i mean]. cleaning the black whiteboard and the dusty teachers table. taking out all the things from the WET IPP box. left those which are still useable in the sun to dry off. while the others, which obviously turned mouldy[yuck], was thrown away in the garbage bag. report books were given out, and taken back. some people marvelled over their results. while others look either sullen or glum or expressionless. everything was packed up. everyone went home except us. chemistry remedial was still held, which turned out kinda okay. was dead beat. zonked out immediately after i laid on bed.
26 MAY 2007 i woke up feeling very lightheaded. T.T but anyway. in the afternoon i went for punggol primary's 'openhouse' as my sister claims it. but i felt it was more of a performance show/concert. saw my pri 4 form teacher, and pri 5-6 form teacher. and some other teachers whom i knew by sight. all of them looked the same from when i left them. i told my mum that all of them wouldnt recognise me except for my pri 5-6 form teacher. i guess i really changed alot over the years. from looks all the way to personality. when i was younger, i admit i was ALOT CUTER and PRETTIER than i am now. one thing to prove i have changed. i used to be quite naughty and bad to my parents. not THAT bad but i wasnt THAT good. now im more sensible. ive learnt to put myself in their shoes. and to try to understand them, want they really want. and try not to get onto their nerves. if you still didnt get what i was trying to prove. THE MOST SIMPLE CHANGE. i used to not have a phobia of lizards. but EVERSINCE i stepped on one [which didnt die] and it was wriggling like CRAZY under my foot. i got scared of lizards. point proven. lol. on a more serious note. i can really feel my personality shift/change in myself. when i was in lower sec. i was more cheerful and i was really lame then. i really am. but now im less cheerful [not that im not cheerful, but lesser than before], i arent that lame anymore, [i felt that all the lameness leaked out of me. )):] i think ALOT more than i used to, i became more depressed? in a way yes. i dont talk as much as i used to. and i dont know. really. i can really feel myself changing into someone i dont really know and im not familar with. i need time to adjust to this change. i dont know how much time i'll need. hah. anyway. back to the topic. i went for dinner with my family after the performance/concert by punggol primary. and yes i forgot to mention that i saw lenis there. yep. anyway. after dinner i went up to cd rama and saw the dongbang korea concert dvd! oh my god. i wanted to buy it right there and then. but when i saw the price tag i freaking fainted. it was a estimation of 50 BUCKS. nice. but i'll still buy it. *falls* but at least its 50 bucks here, you find it on yesasia, its 83.84 bucks. so much better a price in singapore can. yes. ahaha so i'll still buy it. :x im such a crazy fangirl. but still not a HARDCORE fan la. =.= i cant imagine myself being a HARDCORE fan. i shudder at that perspect. :x not that because dongbang is not good enough. but because of what hardcore fans would do. :xxx i'll get the dvd tmr~ heh. :xxxxx
i dont know but ive been feeling so tired recently that its like, am i trying to catch up with sleep from january? O.o like if i sleep 10 hours a day i would still feel super tired. and why a i still here blogging when im feeling so tired? i have no idea. :x i just felt like blogging. lol. i shall post up pictures of my childhood uhm soon. in the next post or somthing. this is supposed to be a short update. but it seemed to have turned out quite long. :x ahaha. yes. and i would give a hug to whoever's read finish this amount of ranting. and yes. i would really wow the person who read finish this. ^^
anyway i think im falling sick soon. i think. and i hope not.
okay i shall go sleep now. its like so late already. okay bye people.