and i love you just the same, if not a little more
about
Agnes Ho.
010591.
pps.CEDARIAN. HC. vballer.
KPOP
동방신기; 준수&재중
슈퍼주니어; 시원&혁재
FT Island;
BIGBANG;
flytothesky; BRIAN
shinhwa;
se7en;
wishlist
wisdom.
health
동방신기/SUJU/FTISLAND/BIGBANG to come singapore.
to be able to see 동방신기/SUJU/FTISLAND/BIGBANG in person.
have LOTS and LOTS of money.
I WANT AN IPOD CLASSIC 80GB BLACK! T.T
I WANT TO GO KOREA AT THE END OF THE YEAR TO SEE BIGBANG! TTT.TTT
I WANT ULTRA GOOD A'S RESULTS. T.T
microsoft office for mac! eclipse and breaking dawn by stephenie meyer! MIDNIGHT SUN!
ALL THE BIGBANG SINGLES AND ALBUMS ETC! laptop num braziliano praia sandals.
SLEEP!
and the list goes on. thats why we have scarcity in economics, unlimited human wants VS limited resources. AHAHA.
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Monday, August 21, 2006
hello everyone! i'm like SUPER tired today. and i dunno why either. T.T so crap.
today is 기범오빠's birthday! YAY! HAPPY 19th BIRTHDAY KIBUM! i hope that you'll like open up to people and not keep to yourself la. cause everytime i see you, you seem to be alone. and like bottling everytime up within youself. so yeah oppa! hope that you'll stay HAPPY and HEALTHY! :x okay i know this is so crappy. :X {sorrydenyse&eunice}
okay. shall i talk about past events? cause i havent been blogging for VERY LONG.
not long ago, 동해오빠's daddy passed away. and it was like really sad. i mean for all the suju fans and everything. and especially 동해오빠. i mean it's like. he hasnt SEEN his parents&family for SIX YEARS. and six years isnt a short period of time. and all of a sudden, donghae gets told that his dad passed away. it's like a super huge 打击 for oppa lah. i shall put the post i replied to juniorsource about this incident. :X it's SUPERLONG. &of course. emotional. :X
THE CONDOLENCES: okay. i heard about this from my friends.and i'm like. shocked. it was like unbelievable. i'm like really still very shocked to say anything else. no words can express my agony. this is like. all too sudden. i mean like. although like we know that we're all going to die one day; everyone's like born to die. T.T but still it's like. VERY SUDDEN. i'm feeling really sad for donghae's loss of his appa now. i tried to imagine how he's like now, to try and understand how he feels now. but i know. i wont be able to really feel his agony. the loss of a family member is like the saddest thing on earth. no one will ever be able to feel how you feel like, unless you have experienced it before. to think of the times that your family member has spent with you really. hurts. in donghae's case. it's his appa. the man who brought him up. the one who cared for him when he is sick. the one who plays with him. the one who piggybacks him. the one who braved through the storms with him. the one who supports him throughout.and to think that he hasnt been home for six years.to think that he hasnt been able to stay by his appa's side at his last moments. to think that he hasnt been able to see his appa alive for the last moment.to think that his appa hasnt been able to see his son for the last moments of his life. and to think that both of them hasnt been able to meet for so long.and his appa parted with him without being able to see his son for six years.it's as though, fate is playing with us, taking us as toys. when fate feels like playing with us, we wont know what'll happen to us. fate can bring us to success, and when you're at the peak, fate throws you down, HARD. like what's happening to donghae now. fate's best at cruelty. fate has really been cruel to donghae's family. fate pulled donghae apart from his family. and then death took donghae's appa's life. donghae hasnt seen his family for so long. and when the time comes for him to see his family again, his appa has left and he wont be able to see him again. as a fan. i know i wont be able to understand your feelings and agony for your appa, donghae oppa. but i know, you're suffering. i know this is a really hard blow on you. and it'll take very long before you're able to calm down again, and recover from your loss and hurt. and during those periods of time where you are trying to recover. you still have to force out your smiles and act happy in front of the camera. i cant bear to see that. my condolences, donghae oppa. i really dont know what to say to you to make you feel better.
oh well. aint it SUPER LONG? T.T cause this is to really WASTE SPACE la. cause in the end i didnt know what to blog about. :X LALALA. oh wells. 희철오빠 got into a car accident after paying respects to donghae's daddy. and thats super SAD. like. FREAK. ohwells.
okay i know my post suck la. i really apologise. cause i didnt promise to GIVE a WONDERFUL POST. i'm too tired. :X anyway. lit observation was really FUNNY today. :x so was HANDBALL. x) hais i really dont know what else to say. okay la. i shall go and sleep. seeyou. BYEE!